star angel

I'm desperate and confused.

2010-07-12T20:32:00.000+08:00

I am in misery
There ain't no other
Who can comfort me
Why won't you answer me?
Your silence is slowly killing me

Oh yea.

must.

2010-07-05T12:31:00.001+08:00

I shall be alright,
I must.

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My heart would stop. once again.

2010-06-28T21:42:00.003+08:00

There's always this lingering fear,
that I might never see your face again,
that someday should I fall again,
you're not there to break that fall.

I fear one day I might not quarrel with you like this anymore.

I fear one day I'll only hear the sound of the breeze instead of your sweet whisperings.

I fear one day you'll be gone,
gone from my sight.

I fear I might never get the chance to ever love you again.

I did

2010-06-25T02:30:00.001+08:00

Ti ho amato

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When I'm alone

2010-06-22T21:05:00.002+08:00

You didn't know the story of my life,
you didn't know of the mistakes I did,
and maybe that's why you didn't know why it bothered my so much.

You don't know,
and you never will,
cause you'll never try.

All I ask for,
is half of his determination and understanding.

I know it's wrong to compare,
but god, it's beyond my control.

I'm self-conscious,
I'm naive,
I'm selfish,
I want everything best for myself,
I'm demanding,
I'm easily angered&jealous,
I'm not your perfect princess that stepped out from your dreams or any fairytale stories.

Cry baby cry.

tried

2010-06-22T15:20:00.001+08:00

no matter how much I run, try to keep myself occupied, but from the second I stop, reality still hits me hard.

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blogger-droid

2010-06-16T00:47:00.001+08:00

working baby?

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androblogger

2010-06-16T00:44:00.001+08:00

this better work,
don't be like blogger-Droid.

not in the know.

2010-06-16T00:31:00.003+08:00

I just learnt how bad it feels to not know what's going on,
Sucks big time, really.

Anw, blogging tediously on my new HTC desire:)
And new led tv arrived today,
No more small square tv:(

And im still usin the new phone under the blanket at home,
Damn.

"The Original Gourmet Jelly Bean"

2010-06-14T20:55:00.002+08:00

Oh god,
jelly belly's jelly beans works wonders
in distracting one from thoughts of dispair.

Reasons

2010-01-24T17:39:00.002+08:00

What is the meaning of awhile?
Perhaps awhile really ISN'T awhile.

You've all the reasons to be mad at me.
And maybe that gives me all the more reasons to be mad at you.

I'm sorry I made you wait 1 hour.
And I'm sorry you made me wait 3 hours.

Time really flies.

-
Past week in school have just been about carrying Claudia
up and down the school, waiting at the canteen to pick her up.

And not forgetting the tests,
which I don't even want to remind myself how badly I did.

Finished all my weekend homework earlier on,
so now I can actually enjoy the rest of the day.

And I swear off never to say Sundays are boring ever again,
cause now Sunday's like my favourite day
-can sleep in and do things at my own pace,
the ideal routine every Sec 4 would want to live.
With the exception of maybe those who enjoy loitering around the voiddecks,
which God knows what's the fun.

Anyway hope you guys like the new skin,
I personally loved it a lot,
even though it wans't my own work.

Endin off here,
wanna chill out now when I still can.

xoxo
ps: trig graph sketching is a bitch and I miss the Tenpanyaki dinner I had yesterday with baby:(

Sweet 16!

2010-01-15T21:03:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHOO!!!!!!

hehe,
today was her birthday,
but because it fell on the most unfortunate week
(cause filllllllleeeeedddd with work, piles of it!),
didn't get her like BIG girly pink glittery presents,
sorrrryyyyyyy:(((((

But ultimately just want her to be happy forever and ever lah:)

-
Anyway today is FINALLY friday!
Every friday is like a mini holiday for me I tell you,
especially if you're living a life like mine,
which has recently been in even more havock
because of one fcukin slut.

Anyway,
there's nothing much for me to say,
just that 2 weeks hav flown past,
freakin me out leh-.-

-
Slut slut slut.

Wish I could administre enthunasia on her!
So she can keep her fcukin mouth shut.

Sluts like her should cease to exist.

Ugh,
can't wait for that someday when
your tactics will backfire.

Slut.
-

Anyway today's lessons was somewhat interesting:)

Especially enjoyed our first LCE lesson as 4 humlity,
super hilarious!:D

Not going to go on already,
just have to say tomorrow have maths remedial, bohoo:(

-
Anyway I'm celebrating 14months and 3 days with my boyfriend!:)
All of you are jealous I know:P

xoxo

Oh move on!

2010-01-13T22:06:00.002+08:00

Alright,
so anyway I'm so over that slut,
BECAUSE I'M WATCHING MY MICHAEL BUBLE!!!!

He has a damn good sense of humour!
So honoured I can catch his show on channel 5,
Michael Bible meets Madison Square Garden!

His voice is mad mad mad mad sexy,
diediediedie!!!

My dearest must be pissy off now:P
(But I love you best still!)

Anyway,
my first week and 3 days can be summed up with:
HOMEWORK.

Experienced the pain of closing one eye for like 1 hour of lesson
trying to poke a pin through some board(phyics pract),
I tell you, the whole eye like kena cramp in the end-.-

And sleeping like late everyday,
just so to complete homework
(I know, unbelivable-.-)

And the school books,
don't even begin with that.

But at least one thingreal great about this new school year:
CLASSROOM SUPER AIRY AND WINDY!:)

But in return,
have to climb 8 flight of stairs,
shit-.-

-

I'm going mad,
I'm singing to the image if Michael!!!

xoxo
ps: tomorrow history test, sure die, need to sleep!

Good God

2010-01-13T21:45:00.002+08:00

A slut, will always be a slut.
Sometimes one should never ever live in self-denial,
especially for someone like you.

To hell with you
for not gettng your facts right.

To hell with you
for bringing shame to women.

To hell with you
for even being part of the most "prestige" group in our school.

Geez,
how the hell do people like you exist???

And ps,
your skirt is so darn short for someone of your position,
so you can forget about gaining respect from others,
because all look down on you too.

All of a sudden

2010-01-03T13:18:00.002+08:00

Hey lovers,
enjoying the last day of the holidays?:)
For my cohort hor,
today is also gonna be like the last day we can relax:(

Anyway,
today's weather should go suck balls,
it's freakin hot:(

Today all I see on facebook status is:
"MUST FINISH HOMEWORK!!!"
"DIEDIEDIE, TOMORROW SCHOOL RE-OPEN!!!"
and more along that line.

The freaking pressure of reading that is making me feel like the only one
who's going to die from the:
1) History & SS Test
2)Physics Test
3)A-Maths Test
4)Bio Test
5)Chem test

when school reopen.
Yes, it's like another session of EOY:(

History and SS isn't THAT much of a worry for me,
cause for some reason I've been dreaming about
Mrs Yap's lessons for the past 2 nights.
(I know, what a way to spend my last 2 nights-.-)

Sighs,
I REALLY have got to buck up.

Everyone have probably posted their new year resolutions,
so I'm going tp poast mine!:)

My new year resolutions are:
1) Pulling through all the tests, homeworks and exams(difficult!)
2) Score at LEAST a 10-14 for my O-levels,
MUSTMUSTMUST get into my psychology course. Political course also can:)
3) Making it through to the same school as Aaron!(must leh!)
4) A balance of everything in my life
5) Knowing my priorities
6) Be myself!:)

I think if I fulfil my 6th resolution,
I will break the other 5 -.-

And for my 2nd resolution,
can you imagine if I'm a politician??? :DDDD
I think I'll be sent to jail without trail for my remarks,
which happens to be crude but facts.
(which for some reason the government don't enjoy knowing the fact:O)
To me at least.

Oh well,
that's all guys:)

Don't know how you guys are going to spend the last day of holidays,
but hope you guys enjoy it!:)

xoxo

Never felt any bad-der.

2010-01-01T20:20:00.003+08:00

So hey lovers,
New Year.
2010.

And Geez, the first news I recieved on New Year's Day
was not (ANNOYING) New Year messages,
but my boyfriend's fever might be caused by Dengue.
I know, what a new year's gift-.-

Hope he'll get well soon:(
Which I think he is,
he got a new camera lens today,
tsk.

And yes from my title(so creative hor:D),
I woke up to uncomfortable cold,
back ache, sore eye and sore throat.
Dumb right?
But I felt better after taking medicine and napping for an hour plus!:)

Anyway,
Singaporeans are really...Singaporean.
I know this is a genetic thing,
but seriously...

I mentioned that BECAUSE,
last night I recieved New Year's wishing(via sms),
as I had expected so I moved all my files out temporary.
Preparing for spam mah.

But wah lao,
I prepare also prepare too late-.-
Some sent me as early as 11.30pm(which ISN'T even a new year YET)

Than others,
being the Singaporean that they are,
all sent at like...12.30am?
Like they all had it planned out.

Which reminds me of another 'scenario'.
(This scene is at The Grand Cathay anyway, cause that's my fav theater)

You know how after movies people will have to relieve themself right?

So it's like usually after exit-ing, people usually SHOULD go to the nearest toilet they find, right?

Well, it's a different case for the female toilets there.

Usually the nearest toilet for us would be at the popcorn/ticket floor,

but for some reason, most ladies would runnnnnnnnn all the way down escalators,

making a rukus on the way, to the NEXT closest toilet instead-.-

I know it's because they wanted to avoid the "crowd" at the nearest toilet from the exit.

BUT, because MOST ladies think alike,

nowadays, the jammed up toilet is NOT at the closest toilet to the exit,

but the next closest one instead.

Stupid right?-.-

Now it's like even if I wait for HALF the theater to leave,

I can go to the closest toilet and only have at most 3 people infront of me.

For those who argue that there would only be such a short queue because

they might have finish using,

well if you're a man, DON'T SPEAK,

because you guys have that unique ability/talent

to be able to stand and pee,

don't even have to wipe(ew).

Woman pee for damn long,

because we have to waste like 30 seconds or even longer

on CLEANING the SEATS.

Not to mention hanging the purses and bags.

And we wipe(hygenic!:D)

Talk about toilet seats,

someone should invent toilet seats that would crack open and suck in those who SQUAT on SEATED-bowls.

They are called SEATED sits for some reason alright.

I mean their disgusting footprints

(I say footprints not heel-prints, because logically speaking, who SQAUT on heels?-.-)

on the toilet seats itselves are bad enough,

BUT the best part is, they can't even AIM at the hole right below them.

So it's like dirty footprints PLUS urine.

Sometimes they even pee on the GROUND.

Than if the NEXT person is a squatter,

she would STEP on the URINE on the FLOOR,

than STEP on the SEAT.

Can you imagine the agony the next HYGENIC toilet-user have to face?-.-

If they shit too, their cubicle is a hell-hole.

Anyway what century is this eh?

Why would people want to squat when they can SIT in comfort?

I mean at least wipe lah.

And toilet companies really should embrace the idea of

putting those seat-sanitzers, like the airport toilets!:)

At least I can pee in comfort,

knowing I won't leave with BILLIONS of germ STUCK on my arse.

As a "quote" my dad saw in the men's room:

We aim to please, so please aim.

They should put this in every toilet cubicle-.-

Anyway why did I talk so much about toilet?-.-

But thinking about it,

I think if I DO open a toilet company,

I'll make sure all my toilet's are FIRST-CLASS.

I guess that's all:)

My channel 8 show is going to start!

Together!:)

Totally addicted to that show

PLUS channel U's Korean Drama "Curel Temptation"

at 7 pm on weekdays!

Drama!

oh-la-la!

Anmyway my dad's intending to get a LCD teevee,

cause my room's teevee is down:(

FYI,

I have NEVER have had a LCD teevee in my house.

So outdated as some of you might say but I beg to difer

because I think fat teevees are awesomely cute:)

The smaller the better!:)

I prefer it becase they're functions are SIMPLE,

and when you switch from one channel to another,

you don't have to wait AT ALL,

unlike big teevees, must wait 3 seconds(3 seconds of my drama gone!)

So yeah:)

I'm trying to convince my dad not to put the new LCD teevee in my room,

because I want his room's small fatty teevee instead(which it is!:))

I'm a weirdo,

but that ain't news:)

Alrighty,

ending here then,

I bet everybody else had a better New Year:)

xoxo

ps: ah! my boyfriend just sms-ed my on time!

Party at a rich dude's house!

2009-12-31T22:28:00.004+08:00

Music: Kesha's Animal Album
Mood: ^.^
Doings: Filling my tiny tummy with pokka's peach aloe vera drink!

Mad happy with my doing^.^
Even more mad happy with the music!
*not in the back of my car car car~*

So either way,
mine's only web-rip
so in your face for all the jealous goody girls dying for the album:)

Anyway was watching 'Together'
when I saw the New Year countdown at the Marina Float Bay(or something like that lah).

Firstly,
the quality of that bloody advertisement was EXTREMELY bad,
like cut your head and hang on the screen that kind of bad.
I know it might be live(doubt so, don't have live sign, bluff!),
but it's 21st century! Gawd!-.-

Secondly,
the hosts, whom I only recognise Gurmit and Adrain(whose face was kena "stretched" until very jialet,
really can kill me with their hosting style.
Like you're going to pay S$30(I know ridiculous much?!)
to listen to Gurmit spastic-looking screaming(which is really NOT pretty at all-.-)
and sit out there in that heat.
AND if mother nature wants to relieve herself,
god bless the people sitting there already lorh.

I'm not a party spoiler,
I KNOW it's fun to party,
but I'm mad picky about locations,
must have LOADS of wind:)

Anyway I have some pictures,
not as much as the last,
but still yeah.

While waiting for it to finish LOADING,
let's talk about the new shampoo me using^.^
Always been a fan of Sunsilk,
so yeah, using that brand,but recently(yesterday specifically),
my daddy bought the hair straightening one
The colour is pretty pretty though the smell is not really that desirable,
it's pink!

Like the light pretty pink kind:)
And my hair smoothhhyyyy,
but straight???
Wouldn't comment much on that-.-

Here's the picture(FINALLY! Only 3 pictures leh!?-.-)

World MOST adorable baby,
I love him loads!(chey, my brother-.-)

My sister's spastic face-.-

And my boyfriend!!!
Met him today,
his new haircut attracts stares loh,
and this is only side view!
*smack forehead*

Anyway he's down with fever(what a way to spend New Year's Eve),
but still had fun with him:)

But I feel sad for nurses who have to deal with him IF he's down with fever
in some hospital cause he's a really fussy patient!-.-
Demanding for chocolate and all-.-

-
Suddenly recall a conversation(not REALLY a conversation but still..)
with my dad the other day.

*House phone rings, Cherine picks up*
Cherine: Hello?
Mother: Where's your papa?!
Cherine: Orh, wait.
*walks to kitchen*
Cherine: Daddy, call.
Daddy: Who?
Cherine: Mommy.
Daddy: Oh no.

LOL!
Stupid father,
he HAD to give that kind of reaction.
Thank god my mom didn't heard it.

And was looking at some horoscope thing with my mom earlier on,
and the tiger's(my dad's) fortune on love was something like:

Married tigers, in 2010, your mate will slowly attract to you again

And I translated it to my mom and she was like
"You REALLY believe that's going to happen?
It never even happened in my dreams for the past 15 years plus!"

In their previous they must have killed each other
and reincarnated as couples as God's revenge.

-
That's all I guess people:)

In an hour's time would be New Year,
so I wish all of you a great great 2010 year ahead!:)

All my cohort can prepare to die next year-.-

And my mom's getting a tad bit too overly excited about New Year-.-
She's like preparing to countdown in own home(I know-.-)
Don't even know if the clock also accurate!-.-

And my sister made record for sitting outside the house for 6 hours,
cause she had no house key.
Blame her for being sooooo lazy:)

6 hours...
Bloody hell.

xoxo
ps: Aaron's still sleeping, hope he's fine:(

Somwhere far along this road

2009-12-30T22:34:00.002+08:00

Music: United State Of Pop 2009-DJ Earworm
Mood: __
Doings: Hating the things.

Alright,
you guys have GOT to check this song out,
it's a remix of Top 25 songs of 2009,
BEAUTIFUL and GENIUS remix!
It's my new ringtone!
Darn bloody catchy!

Cheers me up real much,
just when I needed it.

-

Anyway this past week I've caught 3 movies,
goodbye to 24 dollars already there.

They are
1) Avatar
2)Old Dogs
3)Sherlock Holmes

Watched them with Aaron, which is part of some other section,
all of em are awesomely great movies, maybe not so much for Old Dogs' but yeah:)
I'm not a darn mood at all to do another SUPERB movie review,
kill your dreams now.

-
Either way,
today, specifically from the stroke of MIDNIGHT of today sucked already.
Aw sucks,
how great to spend eve eve New Year.

All I know is,
I can't contain my anger/frustratioon/hurt
because it is in my incapability.

But yet I CAN'T freely speak as I want,
because as I've learnt so so so many times,
I'll end up crying, begging on my knee some time later,
when I myself know I shouldn't.

I've never hated silence so much before for the past 364 days with you.

Everyone have thier dislikes,
and I try at least to please you for the things you are unhappy in my doings,
at least I TRY.

Do you?

You don't ever EVER try, never.
Everything's about making yourself feel, look good.
Never EVER, have I hated adddiction so much.

At this point in my life,
I can almost see myself,
if I move in with you someday,
I'm going to hold a knife my my neeck and make you choose something dead or me,
and I can almost see myself dying afterwards.

I never feel so fucked before in my life.

Addiction.

How long more I can withstand this,
I can.

But I WILL for sure,
pick a fight for everytime it gets worse,
which is pretty much, often.

-
You can dedicated Kanye's Heartless to me,
but I've never felt so..un-bothered that you're running a fever.

You don't give a heck about yourself,
never once.
If you can't care about yourself,
how selfish are you to me,
to those who actually bothers to care for you?

You've the futs(on purpose) to go running about today,
knowing well last night you were coughing away like a dying person.

And to think you were still playing Facebook right after that,
makes me want to burn your house up,
maybe not the house, maybe the internet line,
which I cannot guarantee isn't true.

-

Probably dying away somewhere
but still DREAMING somewhere about surfing
rydahms.org( Yes, I have damn bloody photographic memory, that's why I score A1 for History)

Anyway wtf?
Maplestory?
GAWD you're FIFTEEN!?

Billard is some other fucking problem I don't give a fuck,
you can go there shoot some balls,
maybe down a few shots,
a few cigg,
because I am just like one of those colour balls on that Billard Board when you're playing,
being hit around, my words don't count!

-
What a way to end a new year!

xoxo.not.

save me:(

2009-12-27T21:52:00.003+08:00

I do NOT feel good today,
due to the aftermath of a crazy Christmas Party:(

1)Sore eye(No idea why, but it hurts the crap out of my eye socket)
2)Sore throat(Too much screaming done, even worse thn the aftermath of a camp, I swear-.-)

Thought by today it'd be good already,
but apparently, no.

So shit for me.

-
Anyway,
I do have something in mind I want to...voice out.

People change,
as all of us have heard it a million times.
But do people ever wonder why people change?
Experiences.
That would be my answer,
or at least it is why I change.

I may enjoy/like/ or even love doing something, or being part of something in the past,
but because of experiences I go through,
everything change,
especially when you experience a bad experience.

I like to potray myself as a person
who is always bubbly, positive and motivated.
I did.
Last time at least.

But as time passes and I start to see through the faces
of some people whom I thought were the same,
things change.

It made me realise how some of these people are
evil, two-faced monsters,
who think highly, too highly, of themselves.

Then I didn't want to be just a facade,
be like them.

I can, and still AM, that person.
Or at least it's somewhere inside my tiny body,
but it's there.

It just has to take..something to bring it back out.

xoxo

The pictures shall speak for themselves :)

2009-12-26T22:05:00.004+08:00

So hey lovers, today I'm utterly lazy to type,
so I'm just going to show you pictures in my phones that could be looonnng overdued!

Yes, your eyes are not playing tricks on you,
worms, yes, a BOX of worms,
and I finished a whole box of it^.^
My momma bought it back from her trip!
Super happy! The last time I had it was when I was in Sec 2,
and brought some to class and scared the crap out of some of them^.^
Some tried it though If you're wondering how it tastes like,
the most "accurate" description would be: French Fries:)

And she bought back peas!
And it ain't your ordinary peas hor!
It's the baby ones that you can't get in Singapore, sadly:(
Finished the last plate today,
have to wait till like next year or something to eat it:(
Taken that day when we went out,
with my most beloved Claudia!
And she can't look straight into lenses,
dumb bitch!

With my (unglamorous)sister
when fetching my mom from the airport that day:)
Apparently she hates the idea of taking pictures in toilet.
Ha, for me, taking pictures in PRETTEH toilets
like the ones in Orchard IONS are alright:)
At least the toilets look like make-up rooms,
unlike the toilets in Hougang mall..-.-

Saw this board game at ToysRUs outlet at Vivo.
Bingo With A Zing. Right.
Guess the only buyer's gotta be Veron.

Overdue picture as well:)
This is actually my mom's bike:
pink and totally not what you would expect a mother her age to be riding.

And this is a dead rat on a public pavement near Hougang's interchange.
It looked like it went through hell 13 times.
Geez.

With my loveliest dance mates,
who happens to be my closest girlfriends!:)
I actually have other shots
but choose this for you to witness for yourself,
Veron's psychoticness.
Just focus on THAT expression plastered on her face,
and you'll understand what her friends go through everyday-.-

And finally,
this is my dearest sweetheart,
Aaron Chen!:)
Don't you agree that the shit plushy
have amazing resemblence with him!?:)
Hehe, love you handsome!(L)

Ah, can't can't can't wait for our 14th monthniversary!:)
We've made it far,
like really far,
so it should be able to make it miles and miles more:)

-
Alrighty,
that's really just all that I have:)
I think it's been a really long time wince I've posted a posts
with this much pictures, so appreciate it:)

Hope you guys have had a great Boxing Day,
and a greater start to a new year!

xoxo

Do people even know what they're using???

2009-12-23T15:24:00.002+08:00

So hey lovers,
tomorrow's christmas eve!
Wonder how you guys are gonna spend it :)

So anyway,
today I woke up to a pleasant surprise
on my new MMS message!
It was a picture of my love...
without braces!!! :)))))))

I'm not gonna share my boyfriend's teeth with you!
(That sounds soooooo inappropriate>.<)

So back to the braces topic,
my Aaron's loving his new teeth,
besides the point where he was complaining that
he won't look as cute without braces anymore(yes, I know..-.-)
because some magazine he read stated that
most girls find guys with braces cute.

I have NO idea where that concept came from-.-

-
So besides that,
I'm at home ALONE.
(what a way to spend eve of christmas eve D:)
& earlier on my daddy recieved a call from my brother
who is a million miles away from home.

He still sounds as annoying as he ever does,
but at the same time I miss kicking his ass.

And he's coming back tomorrow.

So unofficially,
my holidays end tomorrow,
cause with mom around,
no late night teevee,
no eating or drinking in bed
everybody into bed by 11pm.

My mom's so un-fun :(

-
So in case you guys are wondering this entry's title,
I've been reading blogs recently,
and yes I've come acrossed this word used in pretty much every blog:
IMMA,
usually in the lower cap form, imma,
and I wonder,
do people even know what it really means???

Yes, I myself have used it before,
and yes, I BELIEVE I know what the word 'imma' breaks down into.
I heard this word from english songs, so if I ain't wrong,
'imma' breaks down into 'i'm gonna', which also means 'i'm going to'
just that you say it at the rate that I talk.

SOME bloggers obviously just rip the word imma from some other people's blog,
maybe it sounds cool, cute or some other adjective,
without really knowing how to use it.

For example:
"Imma going to Orchard", which would translate to,
I'm going to going to Orchard,
which who knows what THAT is suppose to mean-.-

So basically,
I just feel that if one wants to rip a word off some other people's vocab list,
which probably isn't even their own's,
UNDERSTAND the word first,
least presenting yourself as a dumbass ripper :)

-
Don't really know if I mentioned this earlier on,
but my aunt bought a pair of HOT HOT HOT shoes for me!!!
It's "China Brand", but it's of good quality and it costs 80 bucks lorh!
I'll show you the picture someother time,
but it's HOOOOOTTTTT!!!

-
Alright,
IMMA end it right here,
my sister is back from dental appointment,
my source of entertainment is back!:)

xoxo

Check out the full trailer!

2009-12-22T19:40:00.000+08:00

"And there you have it, young love: full of promise, full of hope, ignorant reality"
-Valentine's Day Movie

Ease off the liqour!

2009-12-19T14:01:00.002+08:00

Music: Timbaland Presents:Shock Value 2
Mood: D:
Doings: Smsing Aaron

So hey lovelies,
not feeling well at all today,
fluuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
*screams!!!*

So anyway,
this morning I was totally insane(or is it always???)
and did something way abnormal.
I woke up at 9 plus, looking like Rudolph the red nose reindeer,
went to take flu medicine
and for some apparent reason,
I went to bathe.
Like literally wash my hair with cold water
and soap my body with warm water(Yes I do that, it's comfy bathing with two different temperature-d water!)

And I walk back to my comfy private space in my bedroom...
...and continue on sleeping till 12 plus.
With my hair wet.

Thinking about it again,
I feel damn bloody moronic.
-.-

Who the hell does that???

-
So anyway, I totally hate the location I'm at now(study room).
Because:
1) Renovation works from 10th floor can be heard LOUD and CLEAR from where I am now, 12th floor. How does that make sense??? It's like you can literally feel the vibration on the walls here!
2) Some bloody smoker from below is smkoing, bloody asshole.
And talk about smoke, I just learnt from my dad that the smoker must be living in the lower levels, because smoke travels upwards, which apparently I didn't know and have been cursing the neighbour living upstairs for the past 6 months-.-

Rolling onnnn(for some reason, I'm being reminded of my nightmare when I use this word. Veron would understand which. OMMGGGG!!!!-.-),
there's still a few things for ME to be happy about though.

Firstly,
my boyfriend is removing his braces next Wednesday!
Woohoo! Can't wait to see his straight teeth I tell you!
But yet I will miss his attractive braces D:
Actually I think I'll miss picking out the colours for him D:
But at least he's gonna have straight teeth! Bright and shiny!:D
Unlike some dumb retard(yes you Claudia),
who is "aiming" to wear braces for the next 5 years,
even a lifetime if possible...first of it's kind-.-
I'm quite damn sure Clau's teeth are going to rot after 3 years...

Secondly,
Veron has FINALLY reopen her blog!
For those who doesn't know,
her blog is the world's most entertaining blog. Why?
Because it's full of nonsensical yet entertaining contents/posts!
Let's not forget to mention her style of typing like the world's no. 1 bimbo
yes Veron?????:DDDDDDDD

Thridly,
Chirstmas is coming!!!PRESENTS!!!!
Chirstmas is still the best time of the year,
cause christmas songs are the most melodious to listen too,
compared to the other festive seasons(like seriously...)
If I could list the things I want for Christmas, it'd be:
1) A jolly good time during Chirstmas with the ones I love
2) A bunch of materialistic stuffs, which I don't really need.

As my dad says, wants and needs is a whole lot of difference :)
For some reason, I haven't been spending much on material stuffs nowadays,
like I'm saving up(yes I literally am, for god know what reason).
The 200 bucks which my aunt gave me?
I can't freaking believe I still have 76 bucks left in my pocket!
I think this is the first time ever I have 50 bucks plus in my pocket for more than 3 days!
:DDDDD

-
Alright then,
there's nothing much to blog about already:)

Weather's superrrrr cooling,
with the rain and light breeze.
Just the way my dad and I like it at home :)
Intended to head down to the library to borrow some books,
but with this weather? Highly doubt so D:

Talk about library books...
I reserved 3 books earlier on,
and guess my reservation queue number?
Freaking retarded:
1) Nicholas Sparks's The Last Song, I was on 32
2) Philippa Gregory's The White Queen, I was on the 24
3) Mitch Albom's Have a little faith, I was on 72

I still find the numbers a little too crazy-.-

-
So that's all folks,
guess I'll go find something to do :)
My love's going to service(surprise surprise),
with his friends(now it's a different story-.-).

A group of breakdancers at church together?
I can hardly imagine the scenario.
Actually I think I can,
but I'm forcing myself not to,
least I give myself a heart attack-.-

xoxo

Again Again

2009-12-18T20:58:00.001+08:00

It's like being punched
and the person says 'sorry'
and punched you back in the face again.

How long more?

At the end of the day, you can't curl into bed with your prada pumps. maybe.

2009-12-16T22:32:00.002+08:00

Not the most glamorous or beautiful picture of me,
but I love it:D

The "baby" in the middle,
tabby, is my new partner in bed now!
Sounds very wrong, but that's literally the meaning:D

So anyway today I woke up at 2.30pm(pig D:)
And I spent the rest of my day reading a book entitled
"Dress for Hire" by Erin McCarthy.
The book did not have the most unique title
nor the most interesting cover(it's only a cartoon drawing),
But the content of this novel is beyond the definition of awesome!
Hooked from the start to the end of the book.
It's a totally awesome book I'd recommend to readers
who love bimbotic stories with a sweet romantic twist to it:D
(It IS categorised as a romance novel, so yes, sex scenes.)

Anyway, simply summarising the story,
it's just about a second Paris Hilton, replace the chihuahua with a poodle,
add a hunky farmer(that's my impression of the character) and a little girl
with a tragic past-how they all came together amongst their differences,
realise that 20 million pounds really doesn't mean anything if you've no
one to share with at the end of the day.

The first paragragh of the book really hook me.
It goes:

There were some things money couldn't buy. For everything else, there was her father.

I know it's copyrighted infringment by doing this,
but had to shar this with you guys:D

Don't I make a really fabulous book review-er????

-

So that was pretty much my day today,
plus a whole lot of Haagen Dazs Chocolate Midnight Cookie Ice Cream!
I'm totally having orgasm with each spoon of this ice cream I tell you,
it's pure heaven...

Alrighty than,
gonna end here:D

Oh yes!
Forgot to mention yesterday's "shopping" with Claudia And Alicia.
One advice:
Don't ever bring them to shoe shops to shop. EVER.

Yes, that would be a really good advice and a lesson I've learnt.
Went to eat at Manhatten Fish Market at City Square,
head down to Somourset 313 to shop.

That place(Somourset 313) is THE shopping heaven:
LOADSSSSSSS of shops for everyone to shop till they're drop dead tired!

For all the Forever 21 "fans",
that would be the most perfect place for you to go,
cause it has a 4(yes, F-O-U-R)-story Forever 21 outlet there.

I'm pleasently surprised I spent S$0 there,
maybe it's because
1) I spent too much attention admiring the structure of the building rather than on the shopping items.
2) I'm the kind of person who when given 1 million dollars, would rather spend it on food than on a LV bag or a Chanel boots.

But still I had fun with my 2 girls(L)
And Claudia stil showed that she didn't get any smarter during this holiday!

xoxo
ps: my love's away at chalet, and I miss him a whole darn load!!! D:

Come put a little love in my love box.

2009-12-13T18:48:00.002+08:00

Music: Ke$ha-blah blah blah
Mood: L (without the brackets)
Doings: In serious need of another bath

Totally addicted to the newly leaked songs from Ke$ha!!!
My favourite is blah blah blah.
You guys have GOT to check it out!

So anyway I just finished watching tv,
specifically okto,
which in more specification is the show:
Barbie and the three musketeers

I know, haha,
it's barbie doll shows for me
-.-

But honestly,
putting aside the totally unrealistic drawing of the characters,
the plot and all is not bad, serious!

Talk about tv,
there's nothing nice to watch on tv these days.
Blame the SEA games' telecast.

So anyway yesterday was my love and my 13th month anniversary!!!
Mad happy about it!
Had so much fun with him yesterday,
missing him a lot now D:

Tons of pictures taken with his cammy,
but it's with him so sad for you guys :P

Anyway I gotta head off to Bugis with my daddy for dinner!
Talk about going out with him,
last friday went with him to City Square Mall.

I tell you,
you guys have gottttt to go there,
it's awesomely big!!!!:DDDDD

And I'm only talking about the mall,
haven't really explored the shope:P

Someday soon,
I tell you SOON!

Alrighty,
gotta knock off!

Just played a round or two of Plock on Facebook!
I'm feeling exuberant that I've become a spaceman!!!
This kind of game is suited for me,
not much thinking required:P

And ohohohoh,
daddy FINALLY installed the new CD drive that is light-script enablled!!!
Meaning I can sorta "burn" CD covers on the CD now!!!!
Awesome of what!?:D

xoxo
ps: my boyfriend hasn't replied my message yet, wonders whether you're safe D:

On a mental note

2009-12-11T15:58:00.003+08:00

So hey lovers,
I know it's been ages since I've updated this long forgotten blog.

Anyway, was intending to upload pictures along,
but realised it's all on the laptop,
boohoo D:

Pictures are from my baby's new Nikon D90,
which he's loving it. A LOT.
And one got damn funny poster I found on Perez about masturbation.
Sounds dirty,
well it is, but it's funny whatt:D

So this week has been FILLED with a whole lot of tiger wood's drama,
which I'm totally enjoying.
Feeling sad for his wife and his career.

My sister just left for Malaysia this morning,
which both my dad and I never even noticed,
so it's PEACE at hommeeeeeeee:DDDDD

I woke up at 2 today, I think.
Couldn't get a good sleep last night D:

So for the next4 days,
it's only going to be me, my dad and the goldfish at home:D

My dad's probably going to be crack some retarded joke in between these times,
he always does, and I enjoy it:D

He's told me 2 accounts on how human minds work too complicated-ly,
why Singapore's $1 coin has that hexagon thingy lined against it,
and Singaporeans disability to pronounce properly.
And I must tell you,
all the stories left me :O and -.- and ^.^

You can so decipher what that means on your own:D

So anyway my days each week are like:
1) Spend time with Aaron
2) Dance
3) Stay home

I don't think it could get any more interesting. yay.

Ah, I found the poster:

LOL!!!!
As my dad said
"You've got to hand it to the Americans for their guts"

xoxo

EVIDENCE!

2009-12-04T01:08:00.001+08:00

This picture proves to Alicia Choo that
bird penis does exist!!
This bird in this picture has a 42.5cm penis!!!!!!!

HA!

Caught in the undertow

2009-12-02T19:06:00.003+08:00

Hey lovers:D

This is going to be real short,
so here goes:)

So for the past 3 horribly torturous days,
I've learnt some things about myself.

Number one,
I've this inability for coordinating my hand movements with my legs,
which I found it quite disturbing...

Number two,
I'm an epic failure when it comes to wearing fake lashes-.-
My sister's like going into this obsession with these falsies,
whereas for ME, I just...look damn ugly when I try to wear it.

Number three,
I can survive on 2 meals a day,
which acually isn't anything new,
but yea :D

Number four,
I haven't really camwhore-d,
or even doll up for quite sme time already...
Why ah???

But either way,
I don't feel the nessecity to doll up,
or camwhore
or wear falsies.

Because I feel comfortable in my own skin,
despite how I look like a toad sometimes :D

Back then with long fringe long hair,
I look like princess:

I can't deny I DO look pretty last time,
with all the make up and all.

But for some reason I don't wish to go back to then,
cause it honestly is very troublesome
having to look the best everywhere you go,
even when using the public washrooms lo.

Oh well,
But what I do want is my hair to growwwwwww!
Cause my hair as of right now....
is at the stage which many would label as "fug stage"

Not long not short one -.-

So I've been pony tail-ing my hair,
trying to make myself believe my hair is growing longer everytime :D

I honestly don't even know why I'm posting these craps,
but I hope you guys had fun wasting a few minutes of your time
:D

& my love's coming home tonight!
So you an actually imagine how mad happy I am now^.^
I know he misses me as much as I'm missing himmmmmmmmmmmm
D':

He's mine for the rest of the holidays!!!!
MUAHAHAHAHA:DDDDDDD

-
And daddy wants to bring m for sushi buffet some time soon!
woohoo!

Suppose to be today,
but he fell sick-.-

Stupid one,
always falling sick at the wrong time-.-

And whatsmore today was extremelyyyyyyyyy
boring I tell you! D:

No mood to do any revision either!
Feel like killing myself for wasting my past 4 hours that I'm awake :(

xoxo
ps: and yes, it means I woke up at 3pm today.

Tic-tac-toe

2009-11-26T13:18:00.002+08:00

Mood: Cranky
Doings: Dying from pain D:

Hey lovers,
so I'm just done with my lunch
WHICH I made it myself
:D

Hope I don't die from poison or somethin like that
D:

So anyway,
today was suppose to follow my dad to the Sitex fair at Expo,
but apparently my body has other plans D:
So today I'm pretty much stuck at home feeling like crap.
Yay. Not.

Been feelin real bad these days
-flu, cough, gay-voice,
all related to pain D:

Not much plans for today I guess,
besides dance later on at night.

Not sure if I'm going to die there or something,
but I guess this is a process I'll have to go through
for the rest of my life D:

So anyway I was dead bored at home,
so I just played around with photoshop
and in 10 minutes:

Tada!
Actually it looks crappy.
But oh well,
when I'm bored and nothing else to do,
this is all I have left.

Oh,
today's maths remedial was cancelled(THANK GOD)
But I guess I guess I intend to go through some of my Trigo notes.
Since I've like...6 hours free on hand now.

Where should I start?
Chinese?
Maths?
History?(not likely)
English?
Bio?

That sucks D:

Oh well,
I'm gonna sign off here.
Someone save meeeeeeeeeeeee
D:

-
Love is just a name.

-

xoxo

stupidity takes over

2009-11-24T21:31:00.003+08:00

Music: My own voice(not pretty)
Mood: Goody :D
Doings: Smsing Aaron, jerking my brain cells on trigo

So I found this quote on one of Wong's blog post:

“The saddest kind of sad is the sad that tries not to be sad. You know, when Sad tries to bite its lip and not cry and smile and go, “No, I am happy for you” ? That’s when it’s really sad.”

— John Mayer

You know,
for some reason I had to read that quote like...
3 times? or maybe 4?
Before I understood it.

I'm not really sure whether I should feel proud of that,
because for some other reason I'm happy when I'm thinking about that.

Oh well,
anyway hello to all you lovers:D

Today I pretty much had remedial from 9am to 12pm,
which surprisngly flew by real quick(thank god)

But must I mention I went in there
with zero knowledge or any sort of recollection of trigo,
and of course as usual, I came out with close to zero,
but not zero knowledge
(my god, that sounds amazingly-stupidly adorable^.^)

So anyway went for dance class with Mardiana yesterday,
and right now my body aches,
like seriously bad D:

Somehow I feel pretty...
uncomfy there:O

Oh well,
I'll probably get use to it after a while,
cause I'm a shape-shifter
who can shape into something that will suite the changes of the envrionment
surrounding me :D

Anyway that's like pretty much:O

-

Things got the better of me:
now it's like my heart's standing at the edge of the cliff,
supported by this mere thread that's holding me back.
Whether it's the fear or the incident itself that's making me feel that way,
I don't like the feeling.

-

But today's been a...
pretty good day :D

And I love my mouseeeeeeeeee~!!!
She's the loveliest and craziest mouse I've ever seen!!!
Love youuuuuuuuuuuuu!!!
(I hope you see this on google!!!)

:DDDDD

xoxo
ps: there's a pimple IN my eyelid & it hurts. BAD. D:

Screw this

2009-11-22T00:26:00.003+08:00

SCREW YOU

I can't effing believe myself,
for holding onto that hope.

Because you know why??????

BOYS ARE HOPELESS.
_|_ you all.

_|_all your mindsets.

_|_ it all.

_|_ to especially you.

Go game all you want.
Cause you'll neversee me again,
until you crash your computer.

_|_ you.

Do you

2009-11-21T18:19:00.003+08:00

Do you ever reflect what you say?
Or do you just close your phone
in a fit of anger,
waiting for a reply?

Do you ever do the things you tell me to do?
Or do you just expect me to do it alone?

Do you ever see how you much you think about yourself?
Or do you just say to yourself that
your girl is priority,
but in a disagreement it becomes another story?

Do you ever ask about me?
Or do you just think about how hurt you feel,
how angry you are?

Do you ever remember the basics?
Or are they just some casual remarks or actions
that are insignificant?

Do you ever remind yourself every morning about your promises?
Or do you only do so when something goes wrong?

With every question,
there should come along an answer as well.

But why is it that everytime I ask,
I only get more questions back?

That does not make me feel better,
but only worse.

We never fail to remind each other the wrongs we have done.
We, however, fail to see the rights we have done as well.

Why?

I'll hold myself back,
because I don't want to let you feel the way I feel now,
cause I know you don't like that feeling
which you have felt in the past.

But why has it become my turn?

I question this,
I question myself.

Give me an answer,
the correct answer.

Please don't give me silence,
please.

Seems like some early morning prank-.-

2009-11-21T07:01:00.002+08:00

So good morning people
(like...seriously EARLY)

In case you're wondering why a pig like me
would be up at 7 in the morning blogging,
well that's because my 8am remedial just got postponed.

Don't know whether to feel happy or depressed about it.

Happy because:
1)I couldn't sleep well last night
2)No need for Maths soearly on a Saturday morning.

Depressed because:
1)I've already bathed and prepared myself
2)My family thinks I'm sleep walking now-.-

So ya....
-.-

Anyway, right now I smell to damn good to go back to bed,
and anyway I'm dead hungry:O

I don't know why but smehow I always will get hungry
after my sleep, it's like I have been running while I'm sleeping or something-.-

Ok,
I'm very crappy and cranky right now,
because my eyes are screaming
"GIVE ME BACK MY LONG-NEEDED SLEEEPPPPPPP!!!!",
while my vanity is screaming in my head
"DON"T YOU DAREEE!!! YOU SMELL TOO DAMN GOOOD!!!"
(I do not suffer from split personality fyi)

Alrighty,
I'm going to end here.

Thank god I woke up to a breezy morning,
and not to some cold freezing thunderstorm
-.-

Hope you guys are dreaming of me in your sleep right now.
MUAHAHAHHAHAHAH
:DDDDDDDD

ok,
I'm behaving a little too psychotic now
a little too Veron,
not good.

xoxo
ps: My hair feels pretty today:DDDD
(not much link really. Whatever.)

I tried as hard as I could

2009-11-20T22:56:00.002+08:00

So I went out with the girls today
(Alicia, Rina, Claudia)
Veron didn't want us,
which was heartbreaking cause I miss her stupidity a lot
D:

Initially planned to catch a movie,
but turns out everything sounds so...crappy.
What Fantastic Mr. Fox?
Goku(something): the movie?
HUMP DAY?(Wtf????)

So instead we went around on some sort of eating rampage.
They refused to let me have my Tom Yum(evil people!!!)
But still we laughed until almost cried at some point,
thanks to Claudia's stupidity, Alicia's moronic expressions
and Rina(I'm not going to fill this one in :DDD)

Surprisingly we didn't even camwhore once:O

I'm not going to go into further details cause I'm like mad mad tired.
And tomorrow there's like 3 hours of Maths early in the morning.
Now won't somebody please kill me D:

-

It's not the first time,
neither is it the second,
nor the third.

This happens everytime.
I'm not trying to be mean.
But perhaps you don't feel the way I do.

I'm not demanding for every second of your care and attention.
I just ask for you to "pop-by" my life every few hours.

Perhaps even that is too much.
Perhaps guys hate it when their girlfriends are clingy.

But I'm sorry boys,
girls can't help it.

-

Oh this feeling is overwhelming,
and I know it's not good for my heart.
Thus I know I need to surpress this feeling,
as much as I can,
because I know hwo easily I could lose you if it gets out of hand.

Life is miserably unfair
D:

I should learn to reason with myself more often,
it helps me to not go berserk.

-

Just did completed half of my Bio notes(on respiration),
it's super pretty, I even design the diagrams in photoshop!

What a damn genius I am.

And I think 20 years down the road,
people will buy my beautiful notes for 1000000 million bucks.

That's just my big fat dream,
that will never ever come true,
not in my next life.

That's all folks,
love y'all,
remember me.

xoxo
ps: my sister so kindly made noodles for me.
Is my face really that scary?? Cause she only does noodles for me when she sees that I'm moody.

I'm as vain as I allow

2009-11-19T14:00:00.002+08:00

2 totally HOT albums
totally make my head spin from joy I tell'ya.

I'm refering to Lady Gaga's The Fame Monster
& Rihanna's Rated R!!!!(L)(L)(L)

Someone please go mad with me!!!!:DDDDDD

Ok,
so skipping that insanity,
today had Maths remedial early at 9 am.
Did statistics and god, must I say it's...PRETTY boring >.<

Things have pretty much been mundane in my life,
maybe minus the part when I'm out and about with my boyfriend
(which is pretty much....90% of the time)
:DDD

And talk about him...he's leaving for Malaysia,
and I'm feeling more & more D: as each day passes.
(I know only 2 days, but a lot larhhhhhhhh)
DDDDDD:

My holidays just going to be stuck in Singapore,
I knew it!!!>.<

Hopefully my daddy approves the "suggestion" my aunt has,
on bringing my Mardiana, sister and I to Bangkok for
SHOPPING for 3 DAYSSS!
(notice the 's'-es behind) :DDDDDD

But hor, I think I can forget about that dream-.-

Oh well.

So anyway yestrday was watching News,
and the ticketing price for Sentosa's Universal Studios early next year was released yesterday.
I can say only ONE thing about the price:
HUUUUGGGEEEE

So fyi, here's the pricing.

WeekDAY:
Adult: S$66
Child: S$48
Senior: S$38

WeekEND:
Adult: S$72
Child: S$52
Senior: S$36

The other details about how to cut the queues and all,
go google or yahoo it yourself.

I feel depressed I'm no longer a child.
The pricing of that kind of adult fare is equivilant to 3 weeks of my pocket money larh!

Hmms,
I wonder what will happen if I'm not even a STUDENT anymore next time...
diediediedie,
so expensive to be an adult D:

Oh well,
that's pretty much all for now I guess ^.^

OH YAHHHHHH,
watch the following video:

For those who have NOT clicked that cute little play button,
I'll just ELABORATE the story for you.

It's just a group of chinese people,
EATING a DEEP-FRIED FISH that is still ALIVE.

Just join the upper-capped words together,
that's pretty much the whole story.

How the FISH(such an inappropriate word to use here:D)
did they do that!?!?!?!?

Watch for yourself,
and just...get ready a puke bag.

Gross.

xoxo
ps: there's a new word in my dictionary! It's called "vijayjay" pronounced as VEE-JAY-JAY.
It's another word for the woman's private area, just cutter-sounding 8D
Learned it from Miss South Carolina Teen USA 2007, a real smart blonde bimbo
:DDDD

he's not your boyfriend, he's mine!

2009-11-15T21:55:00.003+08:00

Mood: Satisfied
Music: Chris Brown's Crawl
Doings: Smsing Aaron ^.^

Beautiful, truely beautiful song,
even though his past cannot be compared to this.
Loving his music! ^.^

So hello to all you lovers out there^^
I know I went for a break for a few days,
well, that's because I was too busy having too much fun with my baby! :D

Which, if you guys don't know, is our
ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY!!!

So anyway,
just going to treat you guys with some pictures I took that day
(12/11/09!)

First we sat the Singapore Flyer,
the views superb!!!
And baby was so sweet with me!

Then we headed to where our love story began,
08:32 pm marked it all, and it was the beat day of my life!

It wasn't much that day because:
1)Had school that day-.-
2)Had to change my mom's phone at Wisma-.-(x2)

So on 14th we went out to celebrate again lah:D
You won't believe the pigs we were!!!
Met up at Dhoby and walked about,
bought our ticket movies to "My girlfriend's an agent",
and because we were early for the sushi buffet there,
headed down to Bugis to buy some things.

And I bought a new wallet that's so to my liking!
Muahahahahah, mad happy I tell you!
Went back to Cathay, and finally,
BUFFET STARTTTT!!!!!

It started at 2.30 and ends at 5.30

And guess what time we were there from and till?????
:DDDDDDDDD
(Somehow I feel so proud and fat when I say this)
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
2.30 to 5.30!!!!

Full 3 hours, EATING JAP FOOODDDDDD!!!!!!
This was the end result:

Plus before that it was the same amount of food
that was cleared before picture taken :(
We drank a total of 5 cups of ice lemon tea(beer mug sized!!!)

We sure go together well!!!!!:DDDDDDDDD
We were mad saitfied,
but I wouldn't say the same for the staffs who had to serve us that dayXD

I swear I'm going to dine there one day soon again!!!
WITH BABY!:DDDD

And later on we met caught our movie,
and it's mad hilarious!!!
Watch it I tell you,

The movie critics are dumb to only rate it
3/5 lei...
that movie left me crying from the laughter lei,
and I'm not an easily humoured person lo
(or am I?)

So that's pretty much man:D
Haha,
really those 2 days were just mad beautiful:)

And as for today,
I stayed home,
ate like a crappy pig.
Here's what I had:
1) A bowl of soup noodle
2) 6 pieces shui kwue
3) 5 cups of milk
4) A bowl of Wanton soup
5) Half a carton of Haagen Dazs Strawberry ice cream
6) 1 bar kinder bueno
7) 1 cup mango pudding
8) 2 bottles Yakult
9) 1 Cup Yogurt(which sucks)
10) One bowl alphabet soup(so cute can!!!)
11) 1 set chicken shop

Plus of course a lot of cup of water ^.^
Cannot beat your princess here in eating(Or maybe even queen)

Wow man,
super full and feeling the fatness growing already D:

Oh well.

But at least I accomplished something GOOD,
and that is I finished reading up Chemistry Holi homework on asknleanrn!
And I made my own notes lorh!
5 pages, colourful too!:D

happy happy:D

Oh well,
I guess that's all for now,
AND NOVEMBER PROGRAM IS FINALLY OVER!!!!!

Mad happy,
but then again, this whole week must go back to school still
-.-

Crappy life I have...

Goodnight then lovers,
cheers!

xoxo
ps: Going to update my blog songs with more Gagalicious songs!!!!!
MADMADMAD ABOUT THEMMMM!!!!!!!! (L)(L)(L)

Not mad about English, mad about CHINESE

2009-11-09T21:18:00.003+08:00

Mood: Pek cek plus blissful(doesn't make sense)
Music: Jojo's Safe With Me & Lady Gaga's Dance In The Dark
Doings: Practising another chinese compo

Heyo lovers,
I'm here to take a seriously NEEDED break from Chinese compo.
I've got to admit,
my chinese ISN'T very strong,
it NEVER has.

I can't believe just 1 hour of revising chinese could be so bad.
I can't freaking imagine what's going on for the HCL classmates of mine,
who are preparing for their 'O's tomorrow!

GOODLUCK!!!

Hope they do well,
so won't have to see them for one more class!^.^
(That's surprisingly a compliment)
So anyway tomorrow half the class is going to be empty(woohoo!),
so hopefully just a little slacky slacky time >.<
I've been SERIOUSLY slogging my ass out revising for the past one(coming two)
weeks of this November programme, and the teachers have not made it any easier-.-

So today's just pretty much been

1)Chemistry: I did my homework, so no need for me to torture my hands by trying to copy the answers, good :D
2)Biology: Understood homeostasis(still), dying from all the name.
And Mrs Tan spoiled our recess by firstly releasing us 10 minutes late for recess,
and secondly she showed us this picture:

EXACT picture I tell you,
right before she released us for recess.
Never knew such a lovable teacher can be so evil-.-
3)Recess: Had much fun which I've not felt for quite some times with the girls:D
4)English: Didn't do summary so.....>.<
5)Chinese: Disappointmentttttttttttttttt and frustration-.-
6)Maths: Not THAT bad, kena scolded though, depressing D:

Pretty much that's all,
I "failed" my chinese compo,
so tomorrow must stay back and do D:

Ah, next few days my love is going to be busy oh,
but I know he's still mine from 12th to 15th!!!!!
Dota betetr don't snatch him from me I tell you,
I'll want EVERY single second he has ON MEEEEEEEE,
not one second on Dota!
What a loving girlfriend I am... ^.^

And my baby almost DIED today,
LITERALLY, and the best part is if he had died,
the headlines would go like this:

"Boy dies in an accident on the road while
trying to retrive his cap"

15-year-old Aaron Chen died yesterday afternoon
after being hit by a fast moving vehicle.
He was with a schoolmate at the time the accident took place.
Aaron was attempting to run across a road when his cap flew onto the ground.
What he had not noticed was a fast moving vehicle that was just a mere
5 to 8 metres away. Investigation is still ongoing.

The press would probably be unable to describe how I was feeling,
or how I looked like or how I screamed when that took place.

What an inconsiderate boyfriend I have,
intending to die and leaving me alone in this world????
Anyway I'm just so so so glad he's safe!!??

-

That's all for now.
Have a break.
(Have a ~~kit kat!~~Mars bar!)

xoxo

5 more days baby!

2009-11-07T21:40:00.002+08:00

5 days more!!!

You can't imagine how hopping mad I can be at the thought of it!
:D

Just want to say I miss my baby veryveryveryveryvery much!
Hope he's real safe now oh!

-
And summing up today:
1)Watched MJ's Movie
2)Had one proper meal(that is dinner)
3)Didn't spend time with love :(
4)Did finish my chem homework(real early)
5)Midway doing my english
6)Smsed dearest mouse(erica ang!) obsessin with lomo cameras
that we're intending to get(especially her!)
7)Smsed Rima talking about hair(the one on the head)Gazillion years since I smsed her
8)Bumped into Nadhirah at Bugis
9)Reading really whacky stuffs on Perez, LOL!

10)Planning! ;D

That's all love!
Catch up some other time!

xoxo(K)

missing answers

2009-11-05T19:47:00.002+08:00

Mood: D:
Music: Oopsy Daisy
Doing: Trying not to go mad

So school today killed me,
despite the fact that I had slept early(10pm to be precise)

School was,
Physics: Oh God
English: Uhh...
Chinese: Not bad...
Chemistry: ?????

So I guess you can pretty much summarise it all:
not very well-enjoyed.
And had dance again, which ended early,
which is good cause my back hurts badbadbad DDD:

And there's like two test tomorrow:
Chinese compo and Chemistry.

Chinese isn't as feared as Chemistry,
which I constantly mix endothermic and exothermic up.
Very badly.

-

Some people make me sick.
Some people make me NOT sick.

You're category number 1.

-

xoxo

i feel the shit, no joke

2009-11-04T20:52:00.002+08:00

Back, on a regular basis,
and need I mention I'm surprised???

So anyway,
today's been anything but:
1) Peaceful
2) Relaxing
3) Alive

Because I was:
1) Annoyed
2) Pressured
3) Tired/ Dead

Make sense?
-.-

So anyway(I realise I like to use the term 'anyway'),
Today's lesson kicked off with Physics,
which was amazingly confusing.

Social Studies,
which I tried to catch as many balls

Recess, which harsh browns tastes chemically wrong.

History, which was cramped with the whole WW2 history
(I know, wth?)

MT, which was the only one that was not bad:)

Surprisingly the ti gang test was pretty ok,
just not sure about my steps...

So anyway,
had dance today after school which was _____(fill in the blank).
Tired the crap out of myself.

But at the same time I was quite pleased
I annoyed everyone else around me :DDDD
But really was just so tired cause I stayed up till midnight,
for a precious episode of CSI:Miami

So anyway my sister's back,
and I must say I'm amazed with the AMOUNT of things she bought.
I swear, 3/4 of her luggage is gifts.

how the heck?

SO anyway,
today was a rough day for me,
cause I misplaced a really precious watch of mine )':
!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Must be in the AVA room lo, can't be anywhere else)':
Im so depressed I dont even know what to write already )':

Hopefully I'll find it tomorrow....
And it's raining out of nowhere,
good, at last:)

-
I've learnt never to put too much emotional attachment
to people of things which I cannot grantee my possession of it.
Because the pain when that attachment is broken,
it's truely unbearable.
-
Cheer up bitch,
though I might say your life just do kinda ____(fill in),
I'm not saying you're incapable of getting back o your feet.
Honestly, i think I've held back my words today for so long,
I'm not really sure whether I even said finish my piece today.
Basically, I think you got a rough idea of what I meant,
and I really hope to see what I want to see.
People change and people go,
but it's really up to you make the effort to control that.
Perhaps you do not relise,
but there are people around you who care for you.
Perhaps it's now up to you to discover it and make the best out of it.

And have a little faith in yourself.

Cause you can never rely on somebody else forever.
Not even your future husband in 3 years time 8D

Love you! (L)

-

Going to have to turn in early today,
just so worn out >.<

love you guys (L)

xoxo
ps/ isn't my love donneeeeeeee????DDD:
If you see this baby, I miss you already lah D:

token of love

2009-11-04T18:39:00.001+08:00

Oh god,
I can't find our precious token of love

)': )': )':

HELLLLPPPPPPPP!!!!!

D':

pokerface rendition

2009-11-03T21:15:00.002+08:00

For stress relief,
MUST WATCH!

He makes sounds that are....
usually what Guo Hui would do.

xoxo
ps, my love's away )':

Peace

2009-11-03T18:38:00.002+08:00

Mood: Romantic (L)
Music: Phone music
Doings: Trying to squueze whatever I can remember into this post!

So anyway I'm going to give this a quick one :)
Today's generally beautiful,
except for the part where my butt keeps itches.
(don't ask me why, and don't commen. perverts)

And omg, did I mention I'm experiencing gay voice?????
It's darn scary, especially when I sound like Shawn Lee -.-
It haunts me.
(Atually it's a sign for an upcoming sore throat, I'm not THAT stupid)

So because I was soooooooooo sleepy today,
in order to stay awake, I've been annoying everyone who sat beside me,
to keep me awake!:D
And did I mention I was successful?????
Greatest thanks to Chen HuiMin and Theresa and Yoke Mun
for being part of it 8DDD

So anyway you must be wondering what is with my title 'peace'.
It's actually part of my conversation with Aaron yesterday.
So anyway we were talking about the thrid finger a.k.a
_|_
So anyway the story went with me catching him giving his friend
the thrid finger, and was saying I would have gone crazy if it was for me.
And of course with my love's intelligent, his response was:
"Don't you know the middle finger is the new sign of peace?"

What an idiot.

Moving on,
I have been amazingly paying attention in class,
especially in Physics, and honestly it's getting freaky.
Shall not elaborate any further than that.

And we have to bring laptop to school on thursday.
Is it me or is that going to be damnnnnnnnn heavy???
I'm still hesistating the idea of bringing mine that day.
And I strongly believe everyone else is too.

Oh well, so anyway on my way home earlier on,
I cross pathed with a lot of crazy people.
I'm not really sure if I want to remind myself of the...scene.

So here's just a 'sneak peak' into what I saw:
half naked man on a bus.

wtfh would ANYONE do that for???
And the best part was...he was damn fat.
I'm not like raicist towards fat people,
it's just...if you are,
please for god sake don't kill everyone else's day by going naked.

Oh well,
so here's all for today I guess.

Dead hungry.
AND SLEEPPPPPYYYYYYYY!!!!
(I need Haagen Dazs:))

And I need Aaron to stop sleeping already -.-
Pig.

xoxo(K)

reminds me

2009-11-02T23:08:00.002+08:00

Oh ya,
did mention how cute Miss Koh's message is,
can't stop laughing at it now!

She started with
'Hi babies!'

For a moment I thought she sent to wrong number,
and it was for her fiance instead-.-

Oh well,
anyway that's all I wanted to add on

Cheese!:D

studying moodgasps

2009-11-02T21:19:00.004+08:00

Mood: energised!
Music: Blog songs
Doings: Smsing my love

So November program officially started this morning at 7.45a.m
Somehow I had dreaded this day for soooooooo long,
but surprisingly, I actually enjoyed today.
Hmms...

So our first lesson was Physics
WHICH you'll be surprise, but I actually paid
FULL ATTENTION in class.
And that's a good thing, considering the fact that it's a new chapter,
meaning I would have another epic fail result for that topical test,
like the chapter on heat, hopefully.
And the word troughs sounds like an underwear name,
so sexyyyyyyy!!!!:D Loving that word now:DDDD

Following on was Biology,
which we did SPA with a relief teacher
WHICH I forgot her name(I really can't remember names)-.-
But she was one damn awesome Bio teacher.
But Mrs Tan is still the nicest:DDD

Recess, which let's not elaborate more,
except that I had eyeball chocolate from Dione(love you!)

SS which I dunno why,
but always have this eerie feeling Mrs Yap wants to kill me.
I DON'T KNOW WHYYYYYYY.
But I still love her.
and the subject even more:D

Last but not least was the dreaded Chinese.
Need I mention how...EXPECTED the class turned out?-.-
Honestly, the class is livelier but at the same time noisier.
Oh god, they remind me of 2 Sincerity.
Just that Wei Sheng has no sense of humour.
Which makes it very bad actually.
Dang.

So school's out then:)

-
That's for today at least.
Now I'm just going to highlight some cute little events
that's going to happen this month.
Firstly here's the long overdue image of my mom's friend's little tod:

Omg man!
so cuttteeeee!!!!!
but he burps and shit alot
BUT he's still cute!!!:D

And guess what?
14th this month he's staying over at my place^^
Going to die from happiness I swear!!!:D

-
Hmms, also....guess what's happening in 10 days time????
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1 year with my baby!!!!

you can't imagine the happiness within me right now^^
To have someone who will love, care, safeguard, annoy, anger and hurt you
for 1 year, it's a damn amazing feeling.
And the best part is, he does all those actions with his whole heart.
And love!:D

Thank you my love (L)

So anyway yesterday I went out with my baby finally,
and I swear he was soooooo sweet the whole day.
We were eating snow ice by the esplanade's AMAZING view,
and we were cam whoring(very rare), and he was willing to me
so romantic in public with meeeeee!!!
I know that sounds so wrong,
but trust me, it doesn't sound THAT wrong.
Tehe!:D

So anyway I had a lucky day too,
cause found a lucky pair of shoes,
which I find so pretty(omgomgomgomg!!) at only 10 bucks!!
Here's how it looks first:

So I bought it at Im@ Turn at Dhoby Xchange,
and there this SUPER HUGE and LONG shelves of shoes,
which ash the label
'LUCKY SIZES : 10 DOLLARS'
Pretty much,
they just stack shoes(which they obviously want to get rid off),
different sizes, if you find your size, just buy lo..

And I found mine!
and it was the last one!
And it's my favourtie colour!
I can't understand why I wouldn't buy itXD

But even with that...I honestly only own still..
less than 5 pairs of shoes.
Amazing for someone my age honestly..
I bet Aaron has more than that -.-

-

So I guess Im coming to the end of this post:)
My sister's coming back from Rome-Italy in 2 days time,
and honestly Im not so sure whether I miss her....
unlike my brother who cried his way back from the airport during her departure.
Moron-.-

Oh well, so life's been just alright for me.
been reading weird news from around the world like
100+ yr old man marries 17 yr old,
this damn beautiful transsexual man...WOW I swear,
murders after murders and well,
retarded things-.-

But also I've been discovering awesome new music that i can blast
on my way to school:D

-

And I realise,
every working/nonworking Singaporeans,
would not stop at anything to suck money from the government...-.-

My dad's been a joker this past week,
and I'm surprised.
(ok, maybe not.)

-
Sometimes as a friend, in my position,
sometimes washing my hands off your affairs are the best,
cause you never fail to disappoint me.
Oh well, but I know she will still love me even so:D

-

Aaron's off "chilling" lo,
so I shall go off to read my Perez first:D
Hope you guys have great fun with this holiday man,
and seriously,
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.
study.

-
For those curious about my results, here goes:
English: 71
Chinese: 63
E-maths: 53
A-maths: 39
Biology: 54
Chemistry: 56
Physics: 56
Humanities(SS + History): 81

And there's nothing for me to be proud about.
Tah people:)

xoxo(K)

Can't help loving myself

2009-11-01T11:23:00.002+08:00

I know I'm awesome,
but won't you agree that my new blogskin is sexy???

Anyway I know my blog is long dead,
but hey, it resurrected!(or at least for now)

Probably going to update again later on,
cause now I've got to wash up to go meet my lover!(L)

Almost died from missing him yesterday!
(and 11 more days baby!!!)

I'm mad excited!!!
omgomgomgomgomgomggggggggggg!!!

Alrighty,
miss me till l8r then!

xoxo!

Sweet disposition

2009-10-17T21:33:00.003+08:00

A moment, a love
A dream, a laugh
A kiss, a cry
Our rights, our wrongs

Music: 500 days of summer soundtracks
Mood: Longing

Yesterday I caught the most lovable movie of the year:

I do not like being a spoiler,
so I'm not going to reveal the plot of the movie.
But I only wanna say that you'll leave the theater wanting for more,
it's that good I'm serious!

From the soundtrack to the plot to the humour to how hot the actress looks,
every bit of it is brilliant!

Totally recommend it to everyone,
preferably watch it with your friends,
awesome I guarantee!

I watched it with my sweetheart,
so it made it even a more memorable experience ^.^

So life's just been pretty squarish for me everyday,
with the exception of when I spend time with my Aaron!

So the exams FINALLY over,
a HUGE sigh of relief for many I believe.
Hope you guys are enjoying life,
cause right now here I am running out of ideas what to do:(

Oh nevermind,
anyway this is all I guess.
Blog's really REALLY dead.

Depressing.

Anyway today my love's away in Malaysia SHOPPING
(that guy shops 10000000 times more than me, and I'm serious).
And he doesn't realise how much I miss him:(

So I spent my time obsessing with Zooey Deschanel.
She's so friggin alluring!
I really won't mind turning lesbian for her!
(Ok, not literal)

And I spent my time playing around with PS CS4
(So friggin awesome!)

The result:

Pretty fun actually :D
Trying to encode it now....
(and this is the part when I'd give up and throw these images aside)

-.-

Oh well,
that's all for today.

Check back for soon then!:D
(maybe not)

Kisses and misses,
CherineQuek
ps: Anal girl.

The way to love anything is to realise it might be lost anytime.

2009-10-02T22:27:00.003+08:00

Image: iNeedChemicalX
Music: Backstreet Boys This Is Us Album
Mood: Not the best

Surprisingly soothing, the music.

Moving on,
today has been a pretty grouchy day for me,
blame it on the gastric.

I seriously regretted forcing myself to school today,
because I screwed the paper bad,
it'd really be a miracle if I can even pass.

So anyway it's already the examination period,
and my body is not doing any good by failing on me now.
I can't even study properly for an hour from the headache:(

-

"It's like being stripped bare
and thrown out into the world to be mocked at.
Slowly through time, a wall is built;
hiding behind is someone living in fear yet with hope,
that someday, someone might break it down."

-

Today I understood the pain of loneliness:
drowning in tears with each step.

I just want to escape reality for a moment
and just free myself from this chaotic place called Earth.

PeaceOut.

Everyone is blessed and cursed with something in their lifetime.

2009-09-20T21:30:00.002+08:00

Image: scarabuss
Music: Owl City's Ocean Eye Album
Mood:

I'm feeling pretty zany for some reason today,
despite not having spent it with Aaron.
The jumping emoticon on my desktop
is probably to be blamed for it.

So anyway,
greetings my readers:)
I'm like convinced my blog is pretty much
pronounced "dead" to many of you.

I find it pretty amazing how....
lazy(?) I get just to sign in to blogger.
And Twitter's case is pretty much the same.

So anyway I'm just going to brief update
my life during the dead period.

I pretty much've been browsing through blogs,
and interestingly there's a rise in idiotic spammers.
Is that really a surprising discovery
given that we're dealing immature online users these days?

Thank goodness I need not worry about
morons like them who are only going to stain my blog!

Oh well,
let's just say god bless those poor souls:)

Anyway today I woke up to a baby in my room,
kinda freaked the crap out of myself a little.
But the baby was wayyyyy cute i swear!:D
With the exception to his "poo-ing" moments:S

Alright,
I shall post his pictures on a later date.

Moving on,
life always has unplanned plans for us.
And sometimes it's really beyond our controls.

-

Anyway it's 20092009 today,
and I hope it has been a unique day for all!

Kisses and misses,
CherineQuek
ps: Aaron still knows his ways best(kisses)

Let's pretend to forget the rules

2009-09-02T16:30:00.002+08:00

Music: Miley Cyrus-Party In The USA
Mood: Mind-blowing

Talk about a new definition for zany!

So heyo my lovers,
I know it's been LOOOONNNGGGG since update
(gasps)(not).

Alrighty,
so let me bulletin the "highlights" I've had(as much as I remember):
-Performance
-CA results
-????

Not a very good elaboration you might say,
but too bad, so sad,
I sometimes love my selective memory problem(:

So anyway yes,
after WEEKS of practise,
pulled through the Teachers' Day Performance
and surprisingly the comments isn't as...detrimental.

And of course it was a lot of camwhoring session for MUH-EY!
And for the rest of the Si-nior.(I make them sound like donkeys).

I'm GAWD darn lay to honestly upload all 102 pictures I took
(Yes, 3-digit.)

Let me post it up on my blog tomorrow alrighty?
Cause I'm going to screw my tests tomorrow!!!!!!!!
(depression's overwhelming)

Chemistry and Physics Common tests!
Definitely NOT the best combination.
It's like....adding an over-reactive metal to acid.

Physics of course is all about specific heat capacity, latent heat
plus a few other topics that are represented by question marks
all over my head right now):

I'm going to try pull through tonight AND tomorrow.
AND OH SHIT!
I suddenly remember History!:(

Now now,
where has tat worksheet flown to...

-

Anyway recently things have pretty much simmered down(a little),
and I kinda LIKE it the way it is.

I just wish sometimes DRA-AH-MA would cock up at the right moments.
NOW is obviously NOT.

I've just been busy with doddling with new blogskin,
pretty fun for me!

It's tested with my previous blog link,
and I'm not going to say what, go figure that out.

-

Thats all I guess(:

Jut nothing much except that descriptive essay is not my forte,
that's be my boyfriend's, my shakesphere!

Been having great times with him nowadays(atleast most),
and I want it to be this way(:

He makes even lunch together memorable^.^
It's crazy and retarded expression with him(grins).

Talk about retarded expressions,
I'm loving that EXTRA retarded picture Choo sent me!
Loving it!:DDDDDDD

-

Signing off here,
back for more soon!;)

And miley cyrus's wal-mart album is amazingly...beautiful.(wow.)

Misses and kisses,
CherineQuek
ps: I hope my lover is safe and happy dancing now^.^
and oh, our 10th month soon!(screaaammmssss!!!!!)

It's at the tip of your tongue, but you just swallow it back in.

2009-08-25T21:18:00.000+08:00

Image: Alephunky
Music: Colbie Callait's Breakthrough, Jessie James's Albums
Mood: State of confusion, with a tinge of satisfaction.

Colbie Callait's Album just soothes my anger and all,
really beautiful, go check it out!
Jessie James's is equally good,
with a pinch of sexiness!(yow~!)

So anyway,
I've come to realisation,
how sometimes in life we'll come across people,
from different aspect of life
and some are just destined to be....(fill in the blank)

It's only been Tuesday,
and I've already have my week "planned" to be a horror.
I've already come across 2 (fill in the blank) people,
and I swear I don't wish to come across the second person again.

Because it's not worth having someone
with a 12-year-old mentality to bring me down.
And furthermore, you're speaking to someone who ahs no guts,
and human-ity.

Feel my sympathy for you.

The first person...
I think I kinda "clear" the prejudice already.
So its wipped clean off my head.

Oh how funny how God create all of us to be...
different(?), some a little too...different.

I guess this shall seal my Tuesday up.
I never really though I could feel this worn out before,
without even reaching Wednesday.

And I learn,
that sometimes we only get to learn
"special things" when communicating with
a mammal, filled with testerones,
and no level of EQ.

Special indeed.
What I learnt is:
I should NEVER stoop myself to a level like people like that.

Actually its my Aaron who made me realise that.
Thank you my big love!
(feel my big flying kiss smooching you!)

I know he doesn't like that though:P
I help you wipe(laughs)

Thats all I guess,
wish me best of luck for tests!
Cause I screwed Bio so badddddddd:(((((

Misses and Kisses,
CherineQuek
ps: Its your gentle whispers that knocks my brains out(L)

We, or rather the dance girls, know who exactly I'm referring to

2009-08-23T19:33:00.000+08:00

So ANYWAY,
I think it's a little hilarious how a person,
whose talent, IQ PLUS EQ, SO SMALL,
could EVER BELIEVE that THEY could ever
CRITICISE and expect a person who is:
1) NOT as dumb
2) NOT as lame
3) knows when to use "innocence"(which apparently the other party have like...NONE!?)
4) knows how to even come up with better excuse
5) 100000000 times better than the other party in terms of WORDS.

It tickles me BAD when I come across someone like you,
because your level of IQ is not even up to the level of my butt hole!
And honestly you're not even WORTHY to lick my ass,
WHICH actually SERVES a better purpose in life than people like you do.

I guess it's party MY fault for not clearing it up.
FYI, I WASNT referring to a GROUP of people with my earlier post,
spurred by a moment of fury(thus deleted, cause it wasn't well elaborated on).

It was only YOU whom Im referring to!
(Oh my, I forgot, she's too DUMB to realise that!)

Firstly,
I don't LOVE NOR ENJOY critisizing juniors.
But honestly when you see some(ESPECIALLY YOU) who just doesn't give a crap about things,
you mean I just sit there and just watch IDIOTS like you ruin the efforts of many others!?

AND FYI(AGAIN), critisizing and LOOKING DOWN have a lot of difference alright?
You know, there's really something called a DICTIONARY!
Oh, or do you not have the IQ to use it?(oh, how I pity you!)

and yes,
I WAS a junior once,
but definitely one that dedicates my whole heart into every dance practise.
Dance is my passion and it runs in my blood.
7 years of dancing to me,
is worth all the sweat and effort.

Sure,
I definitely do get critisize a lot,
and I even know why:
1) I couldn't catch up as well
2) I know NOTHING about hiphop
3) I don't even LOOK like a student.

I had evetything that fit a bill of a NERD,
I admit that.

But seriously,
I managed to pull myself through,
and at least I know that after just like....8 months?

I don't DIE to get attention,
that never is ME.

UNLIKE YOU,
being an attention-seeker is not my favourite hobby,
and it never will.

At least I know what I want in life.
I am DEFINITELY MORE mature than you are,
when I was your age.

I didn't engage in STU-PID(emphasise this) "activities"
like what you're doing right now.

Trust me,
I never even WANT to be near you,
least bother to even CARE about what you do.

I CAN be the nicest person you know,
but if you come pull the wrong plug bitch,
you see the most heartless sight of me.

And let me tell you,
I am not least afraid of showing my disgust and hatred towards people like you.
Because I'm not going to be a hypocrite,
and I'm not afraid of my actions because thats who I am.

You DISGUST me alright?
If you EVER EVER EVEr want to get into a cat-ty fight with me,
be it in PERSON or in WORDS,
you NEED to learn how to even rebut me well.

Especially in words,
typing in a language like YOU do,
it makes you sound 100000000x worse than an idiot!

Brush up in your "argumentative essay" twat.

PS: I love every single one of my juniors (or at least I don't bear hatred AT ALL towards any of them).
YOU, however, are a BIG exception.

Let's talk again in the future,
HOPEFULLY you would have improved your vocab and argumentative skills by then.

CherineQuek
ps: At least I make a cutter dog than YOU do, and YES, I DO dance better than you, jealous? AND YES,
I can control too, so sad for suckers like you! Tah-ah, MORON.
(you dont even FIT to be a bitch honestly.

It's like chasing to find the other end of the rainbow

2009-08-23T18:59:00.000+08:00

I know I know I know,
it's been a gazillion years since I've posted!

Cant help it really,
it's due to the shortage of time I guess :O

So anyway, I'm posting from Aaron's MacBook Pro
(which he is snoring away beside me),
and apparently, it wouldn't allow me to post pictures!
But so here goes:O

this week has been kind of a long week as you can tell,
and next week is not really going to be any better:(

Depressing I know,
but I guess this is the way life works(for me at least.)

The whole of next week is going to concentrate on all the common tests for sciences,
sadly my ultimate weakness(though my core subjects).

Bio's on tomorrow,
I haven't really studied much,
but I'm going to right afetr this I guess:)

I'm not going to elaborate about the past days except today:)

Had sushi buffet with Aaron, Claudia and Alicia
at Cineleisure, and the food was...comparatively not as good as the one at Plaza,
but it was good I guess:)

Being a great buffet eater,
I obviously had a great time eating:DDDD

The bills wasn as UN-colourful as the food variety was though:(
8 bucks for service charge,
WHICH was kinda...bad(?)

But anyway,
thats all I guess:)

Headed to my love's house and watched movie:DDDD
He's really sleepy from all the eating I believe:P

Thats all for now:O

I know its a little dull, this post,
but hopefully tomorrow I'd be able to give a better one yea?
(If that chance comes of course:D)

Misses and Kisses,
CherineQuek

ps: I have a new wallet that has one heck of an awesome shade of blue!
(but I think I made baby a little...sad D:)

Happy 9th month and 1 Day dearest!

2009-08-13T22:30:00.000+08:00

"Oh, so cute!"

Loving all the skyping/video calls,
cause I get to see my baby with his every actions!
(evil laughters)

Nothing shall be said,
because I prefer the secrecy of it all.

Trala for now sweeties!

Kisses and misses,
CherineQuek
ps: Sleepy, REAL sleepy recently!

Our love is inevitable(L)

2009-08-10T12:21:00.002+08:00

"You make me never wanna wake up from this dream"

Music: Jesse James's Album
Mood: :D

OMGOMGOMGOMG,
the picture
PLUS
the music
PLUS
the mood

IS MAKING ME INSANE FROM JOY(!!!!)
(SCREAMMMMSSS)

So anyway....
I'm going to get MY new W995 phone,
TODAY!

And perhaps even catch a movie with my sweeitie later;)

Amazing like mad:D
So anyway I'm pre-ey busy now,
probably going to update again later on:D

Just follow my plurks,
and its pretty much like my 'entry'

And last night my sweetheart skype with ME,
with his MACBOOK!

AWESOME!
I have one gazillion pictures of him:DDDDD

Cant help it I swear,
whn you have a very handsome guy staring full screen on your laptop!
(blush)

teheheh,
okey then,
going to pop in by l8r!

kisses and misses,
CherineQuek
ps: You make sinning feel so good^.^

Friendships: I have few, but are those who are true

2009-08-09T22:31:00.000+08:00

"The only way to have a friend is to be one."
-Ralph Waldo Emerson

I guess very few learn this.
Some 'friends' seek forever for another,
but never seem to realise why they never do.

Peace out people(L)

Love: a temporary insanity, curable by marriage.

2009-08-09T12:16:00.001+08:00

Reading quotes and doing my nails(which is like effing up bad, AGAIN).

And really love the quotes I SWEAR!

http://www.wisdomquotes.com/cat_love.html

gogogogogogo!

2009-08-09T10:12:00.002+08:00

:) Testing

This tingling feeling you give me when you kiss me

2009-08-09T10:06:00.004+08:00

Image: ineedchemicalx
Music: Lily Allen's INMIY album
Mood: happy and a litle frustrated

"I can't contain you in a box"

So anyway,
I've been up early,
tryng to find a way to install emoticons on blogpost,
which is pure epic fail.
-.-

Anyone who's like willing to help me,
I'd be sooooooo glad to accept it.

So anyway yesterday was a day which
brings back the memories of good-ol-days :)

It's for me to know and for you to figure out what it is! ;)

And a happy birthday to Singapore!(waves red flag)

Gonna go have gathering at aunt's house later on,
totallyyyy looking forward to it:D

Thats all for now then,
and Im so jealous of what aaron is getting today.(humphs)

CherineQuek
ps: it's like being caught at the most eprfect moment

2009-08-08T00:54:00.001+08:00

I don't know why I'm awake.

When my eyes and body and mind obviously
needs to sleep through the whole of tomorrow morning.

Don't keep asking me, I might disintegrate.

2009-08-08T00:36:00.003+08:00

My eyes looks like it's out of control.(ewwy!)

ANYWAY,
as you guys seen,
I've changed the layout of my blog.
Intended to use my marvelous face in the skin,
but WAY lazy to edit the quality.(shithead, imagine)

I hop you guys like the new music list,
cause I do(smiles)

So,
there are many that has happened.

I come face to face with disappointment after disappointment,
heartache after heartache.
Than it always ends with surprise each time.

Through a 3 day cours,
I've learnt new things,
new ways of the way my thoughts have gone.

And I've really realised,
or rather re-focused, to what I
truely want to concentrate on with my life.

I'm no longer going to pursue things I have:
1)No interest in
2)Know that I'm not doing my 100% best
3)Conflicts with

Don't ou agree people have choices?
I have mine and Imake do with it.
It may be the wrong thinking/mentality,
I may regret it along the road,
but for now under this kind of
mental and emtional turmoil and stress,
I really don't need extra weights put on me.

Life is better when you live it wholeheartedly, really.

Remember that people,
and don't let yourself end up in my state,
where I have to struggle my way out of
this mad psychological game I'm playing on myself.

CherineQuek
ps: It's just the simple desire for quality time together.

Back when insanity was empowering and boredom overruling

2009-08-03T21:17:00.002+08:00

Waiting for the day
when insanity will overrule.ONCE AGAIN.

bao zhang bao zhang bao zhang

2009-08-03T21:12:00.003+08:00

Not looking forward to 2 hours chinese tomorrow,
CORRECTION PHOBIA(!!!)

And my handsome must be depressed he can't install his new network!
Give me a smile my dear(^.^)

Loving Lily Allen,
Not loving some cer-en peeps.
(It's sad but its true)

Kisses and misses,
CherineQuek
ps: We are Golden(Director's Cut) is OBSCENE, no longer sexy.

Cause I'm keeping you forever and for always

2009-08-02T20:24:00.003+08:00

"As the cold night creep in,
it's the love of your words and the blanket of your care
that I need and yearn for most"

And that's what I yearn to do with you right now;
Just want to snuggle tight and cry together like how we used too.

Ti Amo(L)

Hotness at 80!

2009-08-02T00:28:00.001+08:00

I wanna be this hot, like barbara walters,
when I'm 80 next time
(thumbs up)

I'm daring and I ain't afraid.

2009-08-01T23:24:00.003+08:00

-Edited-

My feelings towards this issue is with equal growing hatred.

We'll go back to the start

2009-07-31T01:19:00.002+08:00

Image:MultiCurious
Music: -
Mood: Dead-tired

I'm the most absurd person on Earth(as well).
You won't believe why I'm staying up for.
1)Learning Dance Steps(Yes, 1 in the morning-.-)
2)Downloading Lily Allen's Album(Obsessive compulsion)
3)Sorting my music files.

Actually I did 1 and 3 is for 2.
CAN YOU BEIEVE IT???
For lily allen I'm doing this,
I'm a poopy-pooed brain person sometimes.

SO anyway tomorrow I; going for my dental checkup in the morning(yes, again)
Hopefully if it doesn't take long,
I could go back to catch Bio or something:)

And I've been controlling my pee for the past 1 hour,
becaus I don't dare to head out.
1)My mom has supersonic ears(I'll die if caught this late up)
2)I'm scared to see a lizard.
3) My bed is super comfy(emphasise SUPER)

Ok, you knw what?
Forget it,
I'm going to cancel my download and continue tomorrow-.-

I JUST WASTED 1 hour,
mathurshiteous.

I'm a genius,
admit it.

Peace Out people,
keep my counter movingggg,
it thrills me somehow^.^

Ok,
I'm going to play facebook bfore screwing my whole night up-.-

Goodnight darlings(K)

CherineQuek
ps: And isn't it obvious? I miss and love my xingquan(K)

Running around like a clown on purpose:DDD

2009-07-29T20:41:00.004+08:00

Today's a great example of a sleepy day.
Take it literally.

So anyway,
my gum obviously failed on me today,
or it was teaming up to have a riot.

Cause it caused a havok in my body system,
seems disfunctional. (Ok it was.)

Missed Chem test,
which sucks,
cause I'm going to get screwed for so many missing tests-.-

ANYWAY,
isn't it obvious there's really nothing for me to blog about my day today,
mudane really.

So Imma pin point out cer-en li-el things that made me
disgusted/flabagastered/awed.

I so despise hypocrites.
And what's funny is sometimes I can be one.
(Hmms, SOMETIMES.)
BUT, you're different in a sense where...
you OPENLY show that you're a hypocrite.
Oh come on, get a life.
And I've come into realisation that being a hypocrite
in the cyber world, let's specify blogger world,
makes ~~her~~ one look 1000000000x more disgusting.
And the best part is,
the next day when I see you in person,
you have a really gigantic sentence "plastered" on your expression/face:
I'M COMPETING TO BE THE WORLD'S BEST HYPOCRITE, AND I WON!

Uhm...seriously,
not cool.

And oh how I DESPISE people with NO originality.
(refering back to same person/(s))
Seriously,
you make it sound like...it's YOUR idea/originality,
when we both know ITS NOT.
And the worse part is,
you're popular for those reasons!
As in your "style"(refering to stealing copy-righted infrigments).
If one wants to present yourself as a "bithchy"/"bimbotic",
please fulfil the following criterias first:
1) Have your OWN brain.
2) ACT stupid, not BE stupid.
3) Pretending wat you have is the best already, CONFIDENCE
4) SPEAK with your own "LINGO"/ "ACCENT"
5) Have an ORIGINAL blogpage.

And there you have it,
5 great advices from one of the finest professional around.
(This is bimbotic PLUS bitchy)

Ohhh, I'm awesome(K)!

And a woman burnt 30% of her husbands body,
GENITALS to be exact,
cause she was suspicious that her husband was cheating on her.

She rocks,
I swear!

But she coould have straightened out her facts first though:O
But oh well, it's already burnt.
TOO BAD.

And that's all for now I guess:)

There's a Physics common test for me ahead(tomorrow to specify),
and isn't it obvious?*
I'm going to be sooooo looking forward to Mdm Ee screening the results on visualiser.

*=copyrighted infrigment
(applied to only certain people who are obviously not unknown to the existance of this)

AND ARGH,
chinese MINDMAP.
That's why I say my chinese teacher(HOD MT) is creative
when it comes to giving homework.
But I really love her,
cause she's like Miss Koh,
funny and stern yet(L)

And my music now is:
Elizabeth & The Catapult-Race You

Featured on Perez and it's really catchy,
Indie Rock Genre, ILOVE!(L)
Lemme be the kind soul and share with you the vid:

I swear, it's awesome.
Come on, click it and don't be lazy!!!

Ok,
if you miss the first video due to laziness,
DONT MISS THIS NEXT VIDEO!!!!
It's Mika's We Are Golden MV,
the song that I have recently been obsessed with recently:DDDD

MIKA IS SHIRTLESS AND HIS BOD IS (L)(L)(L)
(but nothing compared to my dear's)
*blush*

But the thing is he looks like he's masturbating in midair at cetain point-.-
(I'm not a sicko)

Okey, that's it for today my dearest readers:)
It's surprisingly a lot for today's post hor?:D
I'm surprised too oh(!!!)

Hope you all have had fun waiting for me to post :P
But if you're lazy for waiting,
read me plurk page(!!!)
It's awesome and at the frontpage of my blogpage(L)
Check my twitter if you want,
same username:
cherineq

This username is for my facebook, twittr and plurk.
And it was facebook who made it for me!
Love you facebook!(K)

Ok,
no more, pinky promise;D

To Aaron:
Thank you for today,
for making me feel a whole load better when I'm down oh:D
And you look so very sizzling when you're workin out
*touch and burn*
Me heart devotes her whole self to you!(K)

CherineQuek
ps: I trimed my hair today after dance, it's much shorter.
But my fringe looks bombarded.
(right now at least)

A pure example of a 'genius'

2009-07-27T12:54:00.000+08:00

http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/32145277/ns/us_news-weird_news/?GT1=43001

Make yourself feel smarter,
cause I truely did

(thumbs up)

My baby has big muscular arms that keeps me safe^.^!

2009-07-26T20:32:00.002+08:00

This is Judy Garland,
a really beautiful and talented lady whom I've recently grown to admire.
But I can't help it but wonder why all the beauties back in the 40s 50s
all look the same.
Marilyn Monroe,
all these famous stars look the same.Damn.

-

So anyway it's day...3? of my dental journey:)
It sucks, because it still hurts somehow,
and I HATEthe thread more and mroe each day.

I'm not sure whether to return school tomorrow,
because I don't know whether I can even eat during recess,
which determines whether I will be awake or not.

Oh well.

-

I honestly dont have the urge to blog,
so this shall be it:)

Youll notice my plurk is more alive than the blog itself:D
Tah~!

CherineQuek
ps: I love the way you make me smile my dear:)

Rolling around, laughing about:D

2009-07-25T21:19:00.002+08:00

I'm enjoying plurking right now,

you won't believe how obsessed I am with it^.^

(Thanks to Yeo ChinGek:P)

I never knew there were 'breakdancer'

from 2 Sin and 2 Hum.

Geez,

what can I say?

I'm flabbergasted from that video I found on facebook,

period.

CherineQuek

ps: I love my day today,

and I can't believe it's all for MEEEE to experience it!^.^

VISIT ME PLURK PAGE!

(L)

www.plurk.com/cherineq

2009-07-25T19:30:00.001+08:00

Cherine is blogging from her handsome's home^.^

And she's so charmed by him,
like forever:D

CherineQuek
ps:this post is redundant♥

My bestfriends(K)

2009-07-24T17:02:00.002+08:00

PS: Choo, Ong & Wong

just knows how to cheer me up

-.-

*BOX YOUR FACES*

(!!!!!!)

Magnolia Choco & Vanilla Icecream! ^.^

2009-07-24T16:50:00.002+08:00

Having my comfort food right now,
who also happens to be the only thing that is accompany-ing me through the day,
so lonely:(

It's good to know how something so 'un-living'
can bring one so much comfort and joy(:

And did I mention I hate the thread that is used to sew my gum?-.-
It's like...un-threading,
and so everything I eat gets stuck there
(and when I say everything, I refer only to fish porridge).

Going to finish my last few mouths of comfort food,
than I'm going to have to swallow down 2 big tablets of antibiotics
PLUS 2 EVEN BIGGER tablets of BITTER painkiller-.-

I can't believe I spent my day like this today,
with my parents at home and no siblings at home.

It's one of those rare moments I miss my annoying brother to be around,
at least I can annoy him:(

-

My boyfriend's probably being a good and studious boy having his tuition right now:)
I miss him bad...
I wonder if he knew I wa lonely the whole day today:(

CherineQuek
ps: OH SHIT, there's caramel in this icecream!!?????
My dentist is going to freak out BAD if she knows:S

Needed that little cofort of knowing that you're there to reply fast to my pain.

2009-07-24T11:47:00.003+08:00

Image: aimeelikestotakepics
Music: Kristina DeBarge's album
Mood: Solemn

As much as I'm missin you,
I learnt that you can never have one thing 24/7 physically
under your control.

This picture just depicts all that I want to do right now;
just want to step back and take a breather.

So anyway this is day 2 of my MC.
The medicine to nub my gum is gone,
so I'm starting to experience the aftermath of it.
The pain to be exact.

Had to take pain killer since yesterday,
starte on antibiotics this morning.
And thank god I got my tastes buds back.

I'm super chubby now,
ohmygod.

Can't remember the last time I look like....THAT.
Just that this time is hurts to bad:'(

Woke up this morning to total excruciating pain,
cried my way up because my whole gum was swollen.
While rinsing my mouth,
I came to realise its starting to bleed again,
hurts the hell out of me:'(
and all I wanted and needed was the comfort of your words,
but they all came so delayed.

SO actually the pain didn't go away at all,
I was rolling about my bed and trying to numb the pain with ice,
didn't work well so I ate icecream.

Had noodle for breakfast,
took about an hour to eat.
Not my habbit.

-

Drawing back from my thoughts.
I'm tired of always wondering about what and why,
it doesn't do us good does it?

I can be the strongest person you meet,
but I can also be the weakest.

Every part of my body hurts so bad now,
physically(of course) and a little mentally.
Sometimes I really wonder to myself why I put myself through
the torture of my own mentality.

CherineQuek
ps: I don't remind.

2009-07-23T17:31:00.001+08:00

Mage: vampire-zombie
Music: Newton Faulkner-Dream Catch Me
Mood: Out Of My Mind

This song and picture is really pre-ey:)

Anyway heyo small beings:)
Cherine;s going to keepn this short oh!

Today I went for my surgery for my teeth,
I'm out already,
and my tongue feels dead.

Anyway everything went well,
I just hate the aftermath of it,
and Im hungry:(

-

This is the end of it,
see, short and I meant it:D

My head's starting to spin!:S

CherineQuek
ps: I miss my boyfriend already:(
And I turn out to have 8 day MC:D

Over the long run, it'll come to a point when 'sorry' doesn't really works much already.

2009-07-22T21:51:00.003+08:00

Image: Alephunky
Music: Newton Faulkner-Dream Catch Me, Katy Perry-So Simple
Mood: Dreamy and a tiny bit tired:S

Ain't this picture utter cuteness???:D

It's made up of chocolate and and NERDS!:D

How creative!

Heyo tiny beings!

Cherine has been living today good,

she had fun in one sense or another:)

Dance finally started, so awesome,

and burned BAD of course.

So today's lessons was surprisingly OK.

Maths,

MT,

EL,

Maths,

Bio!

The Bio teacher refuse to let us disect heart today,

say must finish learning the cardiac cycle first!

Which I must say,

I'm copeing PRE-EY well, surprisingly:)

I rememebr th spellings!

Tricuspid Valve,

Bicuspid Valve,

Pulmonary Vein/Artery/Arch

Aorta/Aortic Arch,

Semi Luner Valve,

Medium Septum,

Apex,

Superior/Inferior Vana Cava,

Tendons.

Ok, the last one I didn't know, the name is like....

SUPPPPERRRRRR LOOOOOOOONNNGGGG,

for a rubber like substance-.-

I complained to my dad about the heart,

he showed me his course book when he went for his massage the course.

Wtmfh man,

let's not mention they have to study all the BONES(which is removed from our syllabus, too tough!).

Scientist sure are very through with their naming of body parts:O

Even the BUTT has a scientific name.

But I still think the word BUTT is sexy!(K)

Random motion: I love the word Radiation, from Physics!

So anyway,

I pity my dad cause learn massage also have to remember the acute points,

IN CHINESE!!!!!

I laughed like shit,

knwoing how my dad is so much worse than me in chineseXD

So anyway,

yesterday played with Acid,

so fun, didn'tlike the effect of touching Citric Acid though-.-

Skipskip to chapter 2096706589087546800987558-123245 of my life,

today's dance,

THANKS TO CHOO!!!-.-""!?,

we danced the fastest song we've ever danced to,

serious.

Jump by Florida.

Sec 1s were not bad:)

After dance just hung out at AVA blow aircon:D

Today I also went to eat with my Aaron oh(L)

He has really been the niceest to me ever,

knowing how to love me well and mend me well(even though he breaks it too).

Thank you for all your love my dearest(L)

And you look sooooo very handsome and sexy when you're sweating!(K)

Oh,

that's all oh.

Not going to blog much,

going to talk to my love now:)

Wish me luck for dental tomorrow!:S

And my dad just explained to me why cannot eat or drink 6 hours before the ssurgery:

Because they scared we'd pee halfway on their bed!!!

What shit man-.-

CherineQuek

ps: pimple outbreakkkkkkkk!!!!! I'm not provoking it,

hoping it'd not provake me too!

We are not what you think, we are golden(L)

2009-07-20T21:30:00.000+08:00

Image: soniaa
Music: Mika-We Are Golden
Mood: Loved(L) and wise 8D

Today's a good day for this homosapien,
no doubt!

SO anyway, cutting short the day,
I'm going to move on to comment/addressing about certain "topics"
which have been brought to my attention.

Positions. Just how much do we want?
There are people who'd do ANYTHING to have them all.
Whereas others would be appreciative of what they have(I belong this party).
So I know this whole...position thing has been a...frustration(?)/contreversial(?) topic.
I don't know the full extend of it all, but from what I know,
it's like...you're Totsky(Russia's history brought in).
It's when we least expect for things that the best ones becomes yours.
I never EVER expect myself to be in the position I hold now. Never.
I didn't get the top one, but I got the 2nd.
What's wrong with that?
You'll soon realise that sometimes it's not that bad to be 2nd(L)

-

I CANNOT stand people ordering me.
BIG TIME(!!!!)
Oh, and let's mention as well,
especially those who gains no respect from me.
uhuh, FAIL.

Sacrificing isn't really an issue with me,
it's just that it's not worth sacrificing because of 2 twats.

-

My friends are the best^.^

Veron, Claudia, Alicia:
They're really who I open up to THE MOST,
and I love them and I know they love me!

Alicia:
You're one big ass,
SUCKER!

-.-"!!??

-

Tahtah people(L)

oh yes, my eyes burned bad today,
ouchy!

And THANKS TO MY AARON,
he made everything else better when I was going through bad "torture":S
I'm serious, it's torture,
it makes me want to scream at the sight of you^.^

CherineQuek
ps: My boyfriend is one very sexy and muscular pig ^.^
and my findex finger is still itchy from touching citric acid ACCIDENTALLY today,
after a late warning by Miss Tan-.-

It's just a papercut in the end;

2009-07-19T00:02:00.003+08:00

Image: ByLaauraa
Music: Battlefield album, Leona Lewi's new songs
Mood: Loved, beyond anything else good:)

Her eyes are so gorgeous,
so jealous!

And my playlists are total, MAYJOR LUH-UVE!(L)(L)(L)
All are hot songs, sizzling new!(K)

So anywayyyyyyy,
today Veron gave me a whopping
33 missed calls!?-.-
Thats why I say leave it to Veron to do the most retarded stuff-.-

Went to Teens Conference,
my mind and mood was obviously not suitable for it.

Happy Birthday to Erika Sim!:D
Hoped she enjoyed her birthday:)

And my PHONE is crapped up,
it either has problem receiving messages or sending them out,
and its beyond....anyone's imagination.

my EMAIL is equally shiteous,
so sad man, hotmail can really screw up...

I just realise how people can TRUELY be;
What you see at first sight, it seems alright.
Till you see the end, it just totally isn't alright.

Why do some people have the message
"Punch me" stuck on their faces sometimes?
(Veron gets me)

So anyway,
went to meet with Aaron Chen Xing Quan afterwards:O
That stupid guy......-.-
But its alright,
it was alright in the end:)

We walked around, played around,
saw funny American Dancers, awed!
That handsome guy keeps making me :$,
uh!:$

I love how the way he hugs me tight from behind,
the sudden jerk while crossing roads,
the way he makes crazy noise(he gets it),
the way he likes to scrunch his face up,
the way he sings and sticks his tongue out...

And the way he loves me more than anything else:)

I feel so honoured to have my baby,
cause he's the sweetest!

8 months le oh!(L)
I love my dearest so much!
We've been through the best and the worst,
and he still understands me best:)

Remember still how it all started from June last year!
How it grew to what it has become today(L)
Never forgetting how secured and warm I was when dancing with you baby,
from the first time, you've never failed to make me feel safe(L)
I love you:)

And had dinner with his family again:)
Watch Mall Cop Movie with them too,
hilarious, omg manXD

Thank you for sending me off baby:)
Did I mention he look so utterly handsome and attractive
when he's flustered and in his sexy singlet?:$

I can't thank him enough for today,
he makes me feel all loved once again, never failing(L)

-

And Claudia told me the HP movie sucked among all.
I don't know how true that is as I haven't watched ANY of its movie,
not intending too la.

And whenever HP's new book or movie is released,
I start to see people int he trains and bus reading the book series again.
I find that idea a little...absurd honestly:O

So anyway,
that shall be the end of it,
I'm a little worn out from all the laughing with my boyfriend today:D
(He's not YOURRSSSSSS, so sad, so glad:DDD)

And I want to thank my Ong Sheau Min a lot fr listening to meeeeeeee!:D
And yes my dearest, I highly doubt I wanna go clubbing with you either!
I won't wanaa be grabbed! BY YOUUUUU!!!!!-.-

Thats all I guess:)
My baby must be so happy with his new mouse,
he almost screwed it just now,
so lol laaa:D

Goodnight everyone!
Tomorrow I'm going to rush my honework!
And Physics is truely....:(

CherineQuek
ps: MY aaron chen is so hot and loving,
nothing compared to yourssssssssss!
And I miss him!:'(

Go get your armor, my shining knight(L)

2009-07-16T18:39:00.002+08:00

"Stand still, look pretty"

Image: nerdynotdirty
Music: Jordin Sparks's Battlefield Album
Mood: Beyond explanation.

The camera in the art piece is one GE-OR-GES thing!:O
Look at ittttttttttt(!!!)
It's a vintage 40/50s camera, hot or what?!

And Jordin Sparks's New Album that is a MUST-GET!
Beyond anything you would imagine would come out from her!
On a scale of 1 to 10, I'm giving her 11!

Anyway,
I have A LOT to do today(aww!)
And it kinda sucks,
considering that it a FRIDAY tomorrow!

Started on A Maths already,
ohmygawwwwdddddd O.O

And Debate was over like...2 days ago?:)
Never done debate before,
and it was one AMAZING experience for me,
cause i only prepared my speech the night before!
Awesome or what???:D:D:D

Got the score for my debate this morning:
45/50!!!
so that cheered me up...A LOT!:O

Today's lessons are amazingly busy,
can't understand why end-of-week lessons are always such a rush!
I just know that I'm going to dieeeeeeeeeeeeeee with certain subjects!

And my Chinese teacher told me my sentence structure for letter writting is
"more severe than others".
Tell me how wouldn't it be whe it is direct translation from english?:S
Not something I'm proud of really.
I want to finally improve my chinese.

Physics is definitely cannot make it.
Trust me.

Okkkkkkkkkk,
that's going to be all for now!:)

Intended for it to be longer,
but seriously,
I'm rushing....MATHS!:(

Much kisses and misses,
CherineQuek

Like walking on snow, you're leaving all your marks behind on my heart(L)

2009-07-11T18:15:00.000+08:00

Image: BilSign
Mood: Loved(L)
Music: Jordin Sparks-Walking On Snow

Oh,
sometimes you've got to salute to blogger for being the most annoying...SYSTEM
when it comes to a "surprise" close down.

SO yes, everything I written a few minutes ago is basically: GONE.
I'm not going to repeat my points(I'm lazy, sadly.not.)
Let me just move on yes?

So Cherine is screwed, for her english debate.
Because it has been pushed to tuesday,
which is NOT a good sign,
considering the fact that she has done zero stuff.

MOVING ON,
life's been SUCH-AE drama for all them homo-human.
Putting it into simpler terms, Cherine has been "bumping" into certain sights,
that causes eye burn, at an average rate of 5 times a day.
(uhhuh, really, I'm serious)

And Happy Birthday to Chloe yesterday:)
Last long with your boyfriend,
and wear those smiles well and permanantly(L)

So anyway I know I've yet to post pictures on my little outing with my 2 love-ley:
Wong Yoke Mun and Choo Yuan Er(K)

Here goes what it's in my phone(!!!)
CAUTION: wong and choo are advised not to see!

That is Cherine gone mad,
forgive me of my unglamourous-ness.

It's in random order and thus I don't know which I left out.
But yes, had fun because we were going out like girls,
like how girls should!:)

Hmms,
something really special is missing from this post:
Aarooooooonnnnnnnn!(K)

Doesn't he look so very charming?
Anyway this was taken in our favourite food outlet at Kovan now,
and he was hungry mad then:D:D:D

Aaron and me have been having things the way it always used to be:
one hella ride.

But somehow this man never fails to amaze me and is my emotion-moulder(L)
It's just another day left to our celebration of 8 months together!
This love is going strong,
even through the set back.

He knows I'm never letting him go,
and vice versa.

Did I mention he's very romantic???????
Oh yes all you jealous people,
my shakesphere reads me poem every night now,
before I go to sleep(L)

Sweet hor????:)
I don't want share with you!:P'

SO yes,
my greatest love is at session now.
Ddint want to risk the chance of not being able to go out tmr,
so didn't go with him:(

And I'm missing him madddddddddddddddd!!!

I just called him and he said he want to go home..for his dota la, what a turn off:P
Nah, oh,
did I mention his voice is sexily low today????:D:D:D

tehehe, he's MINE!(L)
I love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!(K)

Ok,
this shall mark the end of my post today:)

Truely today has been depressing without my boyfriend:(
But I also got to talk with my daddy and mommy:)

My daddy and I talked about politics just yesterday and
some other general topics.

It's amazing how sometimes me and him can talk so well.
I enjoy listening to him talk about general topics:)

I can't believe we talked about each of our secondary school life today:D:D:D
Happy happy:D

Every teenage would love to be able to share with his/her parents about their life:)

Here's the end than people,
I shall go find something to munch on now:D

Friendship never ends(L)

CherineQuek
ps: MJ drama is bound to last for prettyyyyyyy long....

No messin with the man in the mirror.

2009-07-07T21:05:00.005+08:00

Image: vampire-zombie
Music: Lady Gaga-Second Time Around, Cascada Album, The Game-Better On The Other Side
Mood: Tranquil

Beautiful much,
I love(L)

Somehow this month is going to be a good month in the entertainment world:
good movies, musics and videos.
with the exceptional of the loss of the legend.

So pretty much today was a very soothing day,
a mix of good and bad like everyday.
But I'm sleepy with a sore eye, no doubt about that.
Sucky feeling honestly.

Besides that,
the chemistry and chinese test today wasn't that..BAD.

Chemistry was just careless mistake,
mixing up dilute hydrochloric acid with ammonia sulfate.
SUCKS.
Besides that, yes I'm good:D:D:D

Chinese I managed to meet the "given" criteria,
and I really suck man.
I relied on the dictionary so much,
to the point that I had to search up the character for "jin kuai".
This is an example of idiot-cacy, a real good one-.-

No maths today, cheers and jeers!
Cause tomorrow's going to be a 2 hour marathon of maths brain-killing spree,
OMG.
not.
not yet at least.

Anyway,
I don't have anything much to blog about already.

Today is one of those days when I just need tranquility,
and I don't take into account what really upsets me normally.

Feels good,
give it a try and free your soul man(:

I guess that's all for today,
goodnight beautiful souls(K).

Especially to my beautiful boyfriend,
who made me laugh all day today(:
I lovey dovey youuuuuuuuuuuuu(K)
double that:D

CherineQuek
ps: Change is not an option, it's a necessity

You always fought like a soldier for me, that's why I'm never brave enough, always needing you(L)

2009-07-05T12:13:00.008+08:00

Image: oprisco
Music: Leona Lewis-Brave, I Got You, Stranger, Perfect Stranger
Mood: Tingling sensation of joy ad warmth(:

This picture is oddly beautiful and attractive,
don't you agree?

And Leona Lewis's new songs are BEAUTIFUL!
You've to go check it out!

A big greeting to all you living breathing mortals,
I know it's been a week or so since I've last updated my blog,
my apology.

It's partly due to my disastrous combination of:
1)laziness,
2)busy-ness,
3)tired-ness
That caused me to avoid blogging.

Nothing much has really been happening in school,
except that I'm starting to pick up my motivation to work already,
the only problem I really have now is actually to REMEMBER to
BRING my COMPLETED work to school.

Lemme see,
so today, I'm just going to cover up on the more OUTSTANDING events
that've happened these few days.

Plus a few news that's amazing(:

Actually pretty much everyday after school I've been spending time with Aaron,
and he's amazingly sweet to me as ever(K)
even though I'm looking crappier than ever during school hours.

Somehow I've been depriving myself of sleep,
which causes me to have no motivation to wear lenses to school,
cause I'll only end up discovering my eyes more tired than ever,
depressing.

Let me just review my "progress" with my studies:
1)EMaths-Slow in understanding, but still catch balls.
2)Chemistry-Totally loving it:D:D:D
3)Biology-Not that bad:D
4)Physics-Catching balls, not much interest still:S
4)English-No comments
5)Chinese-Loving it somehow:D
6)SS-No comments

Haven't started on Humanity and A Maths yet,
hopefully it'd be alright:S

So anyway,
Chinese teacher have been replaced,
by the HOD of MT, which means:
No more eating, sleeping and playing with phone in classes):

HOWEVER,
I'm loving it because she's HUMOROUS and yet stern at the same time,
totally giving me the motivation to work for chinese.
But I hate the band-ing thing at year end.
I'm going to have to really work to Ace and still remain at my current band.

& Chemistry is oooo-la-la!
Limiting Reactants and Volume of Gases is amazingly funnnn:D
Just a few careless mistakes here and there:O

So anyway, that's all for school "events".
And as EXPECTED,
an extended holiday would result in tests when school starts again.

Going to have:
1)MT letter writing test
2)E-Maths mini class test
3)Major Chemistry test.

Oh well.
I'm already getting too used to tests.

As for after school events,
just been going mad with my boyfriend,
he's really retarded,
And I love him for it:D

So anyway, last friday I rushed home,
and changed out to go to WCG with Aaron,
that place is amazingly O.O
eye-open-er, really:O

Than just FOR THE FIRST TIME went to the guy's session area,
met Yun Hui, and it wasn't that bad:D
Now I know who I can study with:D:D:D

Had so much fun that day,
I was flying like superman(thanks to my boyfriend),
that handsome and lovable boyfriend of mine really
made me laughed and smile all day(K)

Than YESTERDAY,
went to watch Transformer,
wasn't that bad really:O

Than my love and I spent quiet moments together,
than we went to have dinner with his family:)
Had so much fun with Aaron shopping and eating,
can't wait for the next time:D

To my xing quan:
Time has definitely flew past us,
especially the moments when we spend together(L)
It's so soon to our 8th month already, can you believe it?
We've been thorugh the best and the worst,
and I'm never givng them up.
For each of them pave the way to forever,
our happily-ever-after.
Thank you for being the best boyfriend,
and there's really no one more beautiful than you
that'd I'll ask for(K)(K)(K)
I love you(L)

I've got the best that YOU are missing out on!:D
(not intended to point at anyone specific, REALLY)

So anyway,
I've camwhored a little for the past 2 days,
after a THOUSAND hours of abandoning this hobby of mine:D

The beautiful ones of Aaron and me is with him,
that lazy zombie is...well...lazy.
-.-

So presenting, the gallery of me, more me and the most of me!:D

She's obviously staring at all the wrong parts of me.
Arse hole-.-

So anyway, that's all for camwhore-ing gallery,
just a few headline that amuses/amazes me:

1) Class outing video have scene of teacher having sex on couch.
I bet the little kids are now wondering what their teacher are doing in the video,
and seeing your teacher having sex, lmfao!

2)Mistaken sex sound for assualt sound.
I can't imagine how this can happen unless the sound made is like..-.-

3)H1N1 passes 1000 mark.
Is it me or is this fu becoming like some seasonal flu?
Just take care people, hygene puh-lease.
Notice I wash my hands like 6 times a day now-.-

Yes, that's all people(:
Hope all you guys are going to chill out a little during this
1 day-extended holiday(:

I'm going to spend today revising for the tests,
and tomorrow?

GIRLS OUTING!:D

Than with my boyfriend too!
Alicia wants to kill me now:P

So anyway, ending this reallllyyyy soon uh.
Regarding my previous post,
I've found out th reason it came to that stage.

I just find people who can't get their facts right really...
so sad. Because you're only giving others news,
WHICH will end up making yourself and OTHERS,
disappointed ad lookign a fool when itturns out untrue.

That's all and I'm going to end off
with the most glamorou picture I've ever seen:D

Adios!

CherineQuek
ps: My dearest Aaron is the sexiest boyfriend alive(K)(K)(K)

Cherine is surprisingly very angry, sad and crying.

2009-06-27T00:38:00.002+08:00

I can become a very paranoid person.

And I don't trust her,
and you can never expect me to.

I'm emotionally and mentally and physically deranged now.

Spare me the agony.

I don't know how one complete blocked out stranger,
could turn out to be such an obstacle.

Cherine knows what she wants,
she just doesn't know how to put it across to you.
and her

Shock Shock Shock

2009-06-26T13:23:00.002+08:00

Michael Jackson is dead.

That totally doesn't sound right for a man at 50 years old,
and have 50 concerts planned FROM NEXT MONTH!

Totally shocked and I can't believe it's true:(

R.I.P

-

And Singapore has 95 new H1N1 cases,
bringing the total to a new standing of 315 cases.

-

Overnight shock really wasn't what I needed today.

I don't feel alright,
thanks to my annoying brother who's passing his virus!
:@

Life is but a dream, which could evolve to a nightmare and eat you up alive.

2009-06-26T01:06:00.002+08:00

Doing my homeworks now,
having the INSPIRATION.

Hold back my heart

2009-06-24T21:42:00.002+08:00

Image: jaimeibarra
Mood: Cared
Music: Justin Beiber-One Time

Go check Justin Beiber out on Youtube,
15 year old hottie for crazy fans ready to drool for him:O

And this woman is hot in the picture,
minus the close-to bare expoture of her obviously big boobs
X.X

Anyway,
today's whether is obviously the best so far,
freezing up everybody's asses:D

But I sacrifised it for a dental appoitment at NDC.

So this is the OFFICIAL problems with my teeth:
1)2 decyed teeth, slanting like nobody's business.
2)over-worked upper left teeth(unsure)

For my upper teeth,
I'm going to have to go on a strict soft-food diet...
FOOR THE NEXT 2 WEEKS.

It's pretty depressing,
because nothing in school is...SOFT.

Than have to review again whether is over-worked,
or a minor crack tooth(nonono).

But for my decayed teeth, the 2nd molar(problemetic shiz),
here's whats going to happen:
Im going to pull those 2 out in operation on 23 July,
SLEEPING, thank god.

Earn myself a 5 day MC.
Actually I wanted to have it on a monday
and escape a whole week of school,
but I think the nurse figured out what I was trying to do so...
-.-

I could have choose to do it awake one and a time,
to earn myself 10 days MC,
but I'd rather sacrifise that than bear pain.

And after the pulling out,
I'll have to wait for my 2 lower molar to be out,
about 18?

Than....
BRACES.

AT 18.

IM HORRIFIED LIKE YOU YES.

Oh well,
and did I mention,
I had the hardest time trying to take the X-ray?

Embarassing.

Ok,
that's all people,
I just have the need to go talk to my love.

CherineQuek
ps: Something just don't feel right.

H1N1 and nuclear weapons

2009-06-21T15:29:00.002+08:00

126 cases in Singapore

Cluster Areas:
Riverlife Church
& NUS

Freaky,
take care people!:O

And reports are saying a North Korea ship
carrying Nuclear weaponsheading to Singapore!

Seriously,
Singapore would be REALLY glad to do with one lesser problem
(especially something like....THIS-.-) in the current situation,
where it's local people are not giving a shit about precautions to take,
when they're back from infected place, raising the cases.

Singaporeans.
Oh well.

And it always ends up to be the governments' fault-.-

Makes no sense actually.

Oh well.

This used to be a funhouse, but now it's full of evil clowns

2009-06-21T12:10:00.002+08:00

I take back everything I say about the other phones.

THIS.
THIS.
THIS.
SONY ERICSSON AINO PHONE.

IS MINNNNEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!

Let me tell you why I'm OBSESSED with this phone:
1)It's slick(like REALLY)
2)It has touch-screen function
3)BUT it ALSO has typing keypad!(YAY for an sms-ing person like ME!)
4)IT IS 8.1 MEGAPIXEL! *GASPS!*
5)The earpiece that comes along is the kind I LOVEE(plug in ones!)
6)It has a WHITE colour one!:D:D:D

And that sums up my absolute LOVE(L)(L)(L) for this
MAGNIFICENT phone!:D

It's releasing this thursday,
but I'm going to wait till august,
when I'm going to change my plan to
UNLIMITED SMS plan(finally!)

WITH A HOT AINO PHONE!:D

But oh gawd please,
I hope it ISN'T going to be starhub exclusive:(:(:(

Singtel is BEST!

And I know that thre's also ANOTHER phone worth going crazy about:
SONY ERICSSON SATIO PHONE.

It's 12.1 megapixel, full touchscreen and it comes in an extra hot red colour,
along with black and silver.

Sounds like a totally brilliant phone,
but it's only for..THE CHRISTMAS SEASON!

Too bad SUCKERS!

I just have a problem with the FULL touchscreen function,
and the slight 'hump' at the back for the AWESOME camera function.

Go search for the image if you guys want to take a look:D

But for now,
I'm going to be obsessed loving my SOON-TO-BE phone,
AINO!:D

The name is SOOO darn cute!

Tah-ah people,
have a great day!

CherineQuek
ps: MY BOYFRIEND IS SOO SWEEEETTTT,
AND HE'S THE MOST HANDSOMMEEEEE!:D

Wipe off the unpleasant and let the good stay.

2009-06-20T16:54:00.003+08:00

Image: zemotion
Music: Jason Mraz-Live High
Mood: :D

Zemotion's work always come out to be one of the most beautiful in the world,
no doubt I'm telling you.

This image is just beautiful and just depicting how I feel right now today.

And moving on the music,
I'm SOOOO in love with slow simple musics:D

Here're a few songs I really recommend:
Jason Mraz-Live High
Craig David-Escort You
Colbie Caillat-Fallin' For You
Melanie Pain-Everything I Know
Erik Decks-Woman's Mind(Antiglam Dub Remix)

Just Lovin' them all,
hope you guys will enjoy it too:)

Anyway,
I haven't been in the mood to blog much or even be on the com.

I'll reply em tags tomorrow or so:O

And Singapore H1N1 cases stands at 103 so far,
I hear some cheering cause this means school is most liekly to be closed on longer.

But I rpedict that it'd be like only a week.

I only have one advice for all:
Take this chance to start finishing all your undone holiday homework.

I'm going to do just that today,
going to finish all the science hommework and
just pretty much as much as I can.

I'm pretty depressed I can't be at Hereen to support Gary and his co,
but still wishin them the best:D

I hope Aaron's eyeballs are still intact to his socket,
he's probably having a hell of a time staring at guys.

-.-

This's for my handsome,
hope he has a great time trying to kiss this guy.

Love y'all,
got to make a move!

CherineQuek
ps: We're all just miracles of matter.

As we stand here, you holding my hands and we're dancing

2009-06-15T12:37:00.002+08:00

Image: sa-cool
Music: Melanie Pain-Everything I Know, COlbie Caillat-Falling For You
Mood: Tingling joy and dreamy

Heya beautiful people:)
I TOTALLY would like you guys t really go look at this artist's work.

Trust me,
you'll be so awed, esp with hi PS actions!
I LOVEEEEEEEE(L)!

And the music too!
I can't believe I had such amazing finds today!
*gasps*

Moving along the fine line,
I notice that there are so many things I still wish to find in life:)

Different people ask for different wants,
but I realised this myself last night:
I don't ever want to stop or have a limit to wanting more from life.

I just feel that since life has so much more to give,
limiting myself from such wonders would only be my disadvantages.

Don't you agree?:)

-
So there's nothing much in today's news that I want to express my view about.

I just realise how much bombing incidents there are in pakistan.
It just makes me wonder:
Aren't these terrorist having enough fun already?

Honestly speaking,
how in the hell could they stand exploding their own body
just for the sake of getting their views heard?

Well, we sure heard ther views:
'BOOOOOOOM!'

And anyway they're dead,
so there's no way they can get to experience
even if they get their way.

Dumb.

No offence.

OH YAH,
talk about dumb,
I went all the way to school today,
thinking there was teens conference.

Bloody hell.
It turns out to be next week.

So not only did I waste 2 hours of travelling time,
I threw money to SBS and SMRT for free.

Aw shucks.

-
Ok,
so Im bloody damn hungry.

-
Yeah,
I'm done eating.

My grandmother's dishes are awesome,
beyond words I swear:)

Ok so I really have nothing much to blog about already:)

Oh!
Im soooo happy!
My dad allowed me to go to the chalet!:)

Cheerios!:D
What more could I ask for?:)

Tht's all for today beautiful:)

Have a great great day!

CherineQuek
ps: Aaron is the most handsome guy alive in my eyes!:D
I love yoouuuuuuuuu!(K)

You still know your way well, eve through the changes:)

2009-06-12T12:35:00.003+08:00

Image: -
Music: Aqua-Back to the 80s
Mood: Loved(L)

Heya everybody!
I know quite sme time snce I updated this blog:O

My apologies.

Anyway, I'm feeling the way I always do during this time of the month:D
Because.....

HAPPY 7TH MONTH TO US!

YESYESYES!:D:D:D:D:D
I'm obviously a very happy girl still!

Even though I'm pre-e sad my boyfriend's away in Malaysia with his family,
I'm still feeling that tid bit happy:D

Talking on the phone with him last night was BE-EU-TEH-FUL!(K)
He was so darn sweet!>.< SO COOL!

I happen to be the kind who snack behind the laptop and
watch all the other Flash Mobs on Youtube,
I totall laughed like a dick(Reminds me of Gary, Samuel & Aaron-the 3 dicks).

Ok,
so anyway, just wanna tell you guys to try having fun there:D
My gawwwwd,
I was just thinking what if I spot one of our teachers there in PJs dancing publicly???
(actually to be specific it is Miss Tan!!!:D)

Secondly, lemme show you guys a picture...

Yesh, its MAJOR, like really MAJOR vandalism on a field patch!:O
Don't know who the heck did this,
but it looks cute and evil!:O

Suddenly reminded of Chicken Little movie!
But I don't believe this time it's done by aliens...
is it?

Thirdly,
H1N1 is at pandemic level!!!:O

Freakin me out cause my boyfriend's going to be flying off next week:(
You guys maintain good healthcare,
don't wanna know any of my friends with this shit!:O

But better than H5N1:S

Fourthly,
I've just been reading on sooooo many murder cases I don't know which to start with:O

Or maybe I shouldn't:)

Just R.I.P for those people:O

thats all for headline news I guess:O

Talk about my personal life,
I've been on Facebook, like major, for the past 3 days???

Why do they ask questions in quizzes like:
'Do you think ___ shaves down there?'

So what?-.-
Seriously I wouldn't wanna know either,
so the heck with these kinda questions lorh?:O

So yah,
I'm THAT bored to resort to facebook quizzes,
can you believe it?

And I'm pretty depressed my questions on the totally overrated
'how well do you know me?'quizz turn out to be THAT difficult:O

So far,
NO ONE scored even an A.

Oh well:)
Its just a stupid quiz anyway:D

Gah,
I'm so bored people:O

I even done 2 blogskin images already:O
Yawns, lazy to encode it though:O

I'm going to go eat Kit Kat, Watermelon, cherry tomatoes and drink milk now.
(wrong combination of food, but tastes good)

WHERE'S MY BOYFRIIIIEEENNNNNNNDDDDDDDDD?????

I'm going to go blog hopping!:)

Se you guys later:D

CherineQuek
ps: Told ya my tagboard's dead with or without it:(
Depressing shit.

Walked away from.

2009-06-10T21:58:00.005+08:00

I may have did it once, physically.

But you've done it thrice and more, emotionally.

I'm just keeping it all in.
Trying my best not to think too much.

I'm begging you to stop it,
stop doing this everytime we're in trouble.

It always seem like its my fault.
I hate it.

Tell me how am I not to cry?
Tell me how am I to pretend that things are okay?

You wouldn't like it if you were me,
I swer.

Tears shed at the most unnecessary times.

2009-06-10T18:10:00.003+08:00

I have learnt to become the kind of person
who knows how to hold back my tears and frustration
a long time ago.

The only condition I could ever ask from anyone,
is just not to continuously saying the wrong things.

It's the way people are born I know.
We all say the wrong things,
do the wrong things.

Even I do that.

But yet like any other person,
I still get hurt when people say the wrong things to me.

It's worse when it comes from that one person whom you expect
the most understanding and love from.

I hate it, as a matter of fact,
when people keep doing things against their wishes to please me.

I'm not the extreme cases where I'd kill you if I dont have things my way,
especially for you I never will.

And I hate it even more,
when someone looks at me and tell me
'Nothing' and your eyes depicts another answer.

For everytime that I keep quiet,
I just keep wondering why you still wanna lie to me.

-

Thank you for today,
it was beautiful having to just hold your hands.

And I'm sorry I unknowingly forced you to do something you didnt like.
And I'm sorry I didn't get thigns done the way you wanted it.

You're right,
things don't always necessarily go the way I want it to.

But I'm still a girl.

I still want to believe that things are going my way.

And my dear,
what I want everytime that we hang out together,
is just for you to be happy.
That's all.

Perhaps today was way complicated for you,
and I'm sorry.

At least now I know what not to do with you
so as not to make you feel unhappy yeah?

I love you my dearest♥

Missing Ad: Searching for a handsome guy by the name of Aaron Chen.

2009-06-07T14:55:00.003+08:00

Mood: Sweetly depressing.

Oh dear,
it's the dreaded Sundays...again.

And the best part is I'm not spenind it with my cheesy boyfriend:(
Depressing much. But oh well,
I can't always permenantly stick to him too,
so yah loh:O

Just praying that my handsome is safe:)
And missing me(this I'm pretty sure:D)

Ok,
so now that I'm left with ALL the time in the world today,
I've decided to put it into meaningful usage:D

I'm going to finish off my History homework and Chemistry for today uh:)
I happen to be the kind who do the enjoyable ones first:P
PLEASEPLEASEPLEASE,
I CANNOT start with Physics-.-
Thats like killing all my mood & inspiration to do homework.

And seriously I feel like screwing people who lock their blogs,
yawns, leaving me with nothing to read:O

And should I re-add my tagboard?
I realise as much as I hate the idea of returning tags,
but I need something to read.
And its the holiday,
god knows Ive all the time to return tags-.-

CherineQuek
ps: I miss my loveeeee:(

Megan Fox is MAN!?:O

2009-06-07T14:38:00.002+08:00

To all the pretty ladies in the world:

You should start feeling inferior that Megan Fox,
2nd hottest woman in the world,
is so sexy and god knows beautiful.

But the thing is...
she's born a man.

A can never believe a man can EVER turn out this sexy after a sex change operation.

Sometimes I feel like you can never understand how I feel:(

2009-06-04T10:35:00.000+08:00

Image: zemotion

Mood: Confuse and tired

Music: Frank musik-Confusion girl

The safest place to safekeep your heart might turn out to be the most dangerous.

Oh god,

it's this early in the morning-.-

For a sleep-er like me,

PLUS a whole-loada drama last night,

PLUS after a screwed oral,

PLUS the after-math of camp,

waking up this early is not very....desired.

So let me just sum up MY experience of CEC camp '09.

(You know how...'summarised' my summary can be).

Challenges are there as expected,

managed to overcome it all at the end of it all.

Dramas are DESTINED at every camp(sighs, dreaded ones).

But what I love the most was the fact that I saw a different side of things,

people and a diferent side of life.

This is exactly why I love going to camps:)

So the first day of camp was not as much active as the second one.

Held a walkie-talkie for the first time

(Woo-hoo! For such a small little thing, it sure is heavy).

And bathing time never felt so good:D:D:D

The first night usually don't turn out good,

so yah.

Second day I pretty much rot at my station,

pretty proud of myself for summing a debrief so quickly:D

But camp fire started off like a wreck in my brain:O

Till now Im still not quite sure I have gotten over the whole campfire drama:O

Than I pretty much had a HELLOFATIME(literally) with my hamstring.

Don't know what happened but goddamnit,

it hurts:(

BAD.

AND EWEWEWEWEW,

I just google-ed 'hamstring',

and they show me this picture of a grade 3 pulled hamstring:

I swear man,
if i EVER EVER see this on my leg,
I'll freak out and die.

Ok,
than third day was pretty much just goodbye day:)

Yawns,
anyway I stink bad now.
Just woke up.
So Imma be going off for my day already.

"Two different people with two different expectations.
Put them together and there's bound to be some sort of disagreements."
I'm sorry my lover:(
Sometimes rebuttling back may not always be a bad thing. I silently wish that you'd always correct me for what I said wrong.I wanna know that you still care about our problems. I still wanna know our quarrels hurt you. Because with it, it just tells me you don't care:( Don't tell me you're sorry or you feel bad. Because that isn't what I want to hear. 6 months+with you and I still have an unsaid secret: I still wsh you'd change for me, and not the other way round. I know I'm selfish, I'm so sorry:(
CherineQuek
ps: Candy-coated promise.

“Absence from whom we love is worse than death, and frustrates hope severer than despair.”- William Cowper

2009-06-01T22:18:00.002+08:00

“The reason it hurts so much to separate is because our souls are connected.”
-Nicholas Sparks

Oh tomorrow I'm heading off to camp y'all!

I know I've not blogged as much as I had mentioned I would,
but that's due t because I was maintaining...something private and close to heart:)
(Not my boyfriend, I can't maintain him, usually the other way round:O)
Joking my dear, don't put it to heart:P

So yes,
I just did my packing just now in...an hour or two.
Sure feels light my bag...
for the first time for any camp in my life!:O

And today my dad's dinner ouldnt have taste any worse considering it is the 'last dinner I have'
till before camp.

Oh my,
I REALLY miss my mom's cooking:(
Even though it might look funny at times,
but at least her food are...I guess I'm just more used to it:O
Like hello...14 years, comeon...

Ok,
so today went for my dental appointment,
and my god,
my teeth were horrible.

The pain was not a decay,
it was a cracked tooth.

Shit.

But during the checkup also found two more problem:
A decayed teeth that is growing in the most absurd angle
and another one that is starting to decay that refuses to grow after halfway.

So this were the recomendations:
1)Root canal treatment-$4000+
2)BRACES-$3000+

Like OH COME ON!
For a non-living object,
it sure cost a bomb to maintain it.

I don't know how bad the first option is,
but I definitely know what the second one is,
and my mind is FILLED with one word:
AVOID!

Seriously-.-
IMAGINE:

CHERINE + BRACES.

That is worse than Claudia + Braces.
No ofence bitch,
but I can't help but remembered how I almost freaked out and die when I first saw you in them.

SERIOUSLY!!!????

Ok,
I'm pretty much freaking out.

If I had known,
that bitting ICE would cause this,
I would SERIOUSLY not have started it.

And best is after braces,
or maybe during will need pulling out of teeth or
later on filling.

Aw shucks:(

My dentist isn't a mad one like Aaron's,
she's in fact very friendly:D

I like her,
just don't like the salt water rinse.

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!
HATE ITTTTTT!!!!

Ok,
skipping the nightmare.

After it all,
I met up with Aaron and we really had fun hanging out together before camp day!:)

But I had the fact and feeling that I'm missing him so muchhh:(:(:(:(:(

3 days,
please FLLLLLLLYYYYYYYYY~!

I can' believe I'm stuck with Ong as my bunk mate,
actually it's a good thing:D

Considering the fact that maybe I could doodle on her face at nighhhhttt:D:D:D:D:D

Ok, I guess thats all for now yeah?

And nobody's blogging:(

But tehehehehehhehe,
I know one thats...active!;)

Ending off...

“Love is missing someone whenever you’re apart, but somehow feeling warm inside because you’re close in heart.”
-Kay Knudsen

Oh my lover,
I know you're always always close in my heart:)

I love you!

CherineQuek
ps: Need to recap my long unused facilitating skills...>.<

PMSPMSPMSPMSPMS you suck:'(

2009-05-31T23:50:00.002+08:00

WHY DO GIRLS HAVE PMS!!!!?????
Screw you PMS,
because I don't like you!
(which girl in the right mind would like it)
humphs!
HORRIBLLLLLEEEEEEE!
Turn me into a horrible destroyer everytime
you stupid hormone run in my body!

Anyone have an pill invented to abolish PMS?
Sell it to me please,
I'm a desperate seeker for it!

star angel

I'm desperate and confused.

must.

My heart would stop. once again.

I did

When I'm alone

tried

blogger-droid

androblogger

not in the know.

"The Original Gourmet Jelly Bean"

Reasons

Sweet 16!

Oh move on!

Good God

All of a sudden

Never felt any bad-der.

Party at a rich dude's house!

Somwhere far along this road

save me:(

The pictures shall speak for themselves :)

Do people even know what they're using???

Check out the full trailer!

Ease off the liqour!

Again Again

At the end of the day, you can't curl into bed with your prada pumps. maybe.

Come put a little love in my love box.

On a mental note

EVIDENCE!

Caught in the undertow

Tic-tac-toe

stupidity takes over

Screw this

Do you

Seems like some early morning prank-.-

I tried as hard as I could

I'm as vain as I allow

he's not your boyfriend, he's mine!

Not mad about English, mad about CHINESE

5 more days baby!

missing answers

i feel the shit, no joke

token of love

pokerface rendition

Peace

reminds me

studying mood*gasps*

Can't help loving myself

Sweet disposition

The way to love anything is to realise it might be lost anytime.

Everyone is blessed and cursed with something in their lifetime.

Let's pretend to forget the rules

It's at the tip of your tongue, but you just swallow it back in.

We, or rather the dance girls, know who exactly I'm referring to

It's like chasing to find the other end of the rainbow

Happy 9th month and 1 Day dearest!

Our love is inevitable(L)

Friendships: I have few, but are those who are true

Love: a temporary insanity, curable by marriage.

This tingling feeling you give me when you kiss me

Don't keep asking me, I might disintegrate.

Back when insanity was empowering and boredom overruling

bao zhang bao zhang bao zhang

Cause I'm keeping you forever and for always

Hotness at 80!

I'm daring and I ain't afraid.

We'll go back to the start

Running around like a clown on purpose:DDD

A pure example of a 'genius'

My baby has big muscular arms that keeps me safe^.^!

Rolling around, laughing about:D

My bestfriends(K)

Magnolia Choco & Vanilla Icecream! ^.^

Needed that little cofort of knowing that you're there to reply fast to my pain.

Over the long run, it'll come to a point when 'sorry' doesn't really works much already.

We are not what you think, we are golden(L)

It's just a papercut in the end;

Go get your armor, my shining knight(L)

Like walking on snow, you're leaving all your marks behind on my heart(L)

No messin with the man in the mirror.

studying moodgasps