save me:(
Sunday, December 27, 2009
I do NOT feel good today,
due to the aftermath of a crazy Christmas Party:(
1)Sore eye(No idea why, but it hurts the crap out of my eye socket)
2)Sore throat(Too much screaming done, even worse thn the aftermath of a camp, I swear-.-)
Thought by today it'd be good already,
but apparently, no.
So shit for me.
-
Anyway,
I do have something in mind I want to...voice out.
People change,
as all of us have heard it a million times.
But do people ever wonder why people change?
Experiences.
That would be my answer,
or at least it is why I change.
I may enjoy/like/ or even love doing something, or being part of something in the past,
but because of experiences I go through,
everything change,
especially when you experience a bad experience.
I like to potray myself as a person
who is always bubbly, positive and motivated.
I did.
Last time at least.
But as time passes and I start to see through the faces
of some people whom I thought were the same,
things change.
It made me realise how some of these people are
evil, two-faced monsters,
who think highly, too highly, of themselves.
Then I didn't want to be just a facade,
be like them.
I can, and still AM, that person.
Or at least it's somewhere inside my tiny body,
but it's there.
It just has to take..something to bring it back out.
xoxo